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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

i discovered that there are interesting people online at 10am.haha.

it is now wednesday.
10.30am.
and i just woke up! when i'm due at work like 2hours ago!aaaahhhhh!!!!

well, waking up at 4am is kinda tking its toll on me.
crashed into bed mighty early yesterday(9-ish) andden i forgot to put my hp on silent.
so i was awakened several times by the smses received.grrr.....

now im really taking my time to siap and go work. (10.34am)
like im chatting to eliza and fadz instead of rushing like a lunatic....

im wondering how im gg to buka puasa later when im gg to the syarahan which ends exactly at magrib!?!
i hope ama nina won't require my company if she decides to go for th foot reflexology thingy later.
am so shaggedd alreadyyyy.

oh and now, im told that its onl me n ex-stalker-boy who is gg to be transferred to frontline doing e-filing(wtv the hell THAT is) .the other 2 guys, both of whom are one thousand million times funnier and funner to be around are staying...since they're gg to quit soon and go ns!
why am i always stuck with the 'rejects'!?!?!
weird freaky ones who get along better with the old aunties in my department than guys of his own age?!?!

explain to me NOW!

maybe its time i go and get ready for work.bleahh
hanisah, aysha and as of tmr, vib! bestfriend land returns tmr!! =)
for today, im flying solo....

fai grooved* 6:30 PM

friday.
the day of recknoning.
its in less than 2days now.
thats just not making things better.

fai grooved* 5:19 AM

Monday, February 26, 2007

i am anything but ok at this exact moment.
the announcement regarding the release of the a levels result this friday has left me in an utter mess inside.
me,hanisah & aysha completely lost our appetites for lunch today;but instead,we indulged in a single scoop of ben & jerry's new york chocolate fudge ice cream!
i am SO going out with wara tmr for pool.
i need to channel my energy and frustration into something aggressive;to get my mind off friday.

friday is like THE ultimate doomsday for 50% of singapore's 18-yr-olds.
none of us are confident of getting wow results.
everyone is worried.
everyone knows everyone else is worried.
and I for one am going to step up my alim-ness by another notch!
hanisah & me already planned how we're gg to spend thursday night; comforting each other on the phone the whole night since we already know we can't get sleep!
its traumatizing! i don't want to know how badly i did!

i shall wear tudung back to school.yes.
i can't focus at work.
i've started having periods of silence, whereby im lost in thought and don't participate in conversations.
this is shit.

my day got shittier when that ketiak-basah-woman 'fired' aysha n hanisah today.grrr...am soo gg to get them their jobs back! i need my friends there wimme!

bought 2 craze-hotties from 7-11. nothing seems to distract me from thinking abt friday.
and how i know i majorly screwed everything up!

i wish i was back in pri sch. days of utmost relaxation.
not having to worry bout paying for ur own hp bill.
not having to decide what to do with ur life.
not having a care about stature.

i need a time machine.=(

fai grooved* 3:33 AM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

pics taken at siti's maulud on saturday.

feigning a shocked look.
ala manis.
aminah(my LOVE coz she took these pics for me!)


muammar & me. he's such an abang2 now!



i LOVE my brown eyes!







its black n white.







THIS is the what aysha prolly meant by arabian princess. =)

fai grooved* 3:41 AM

Saturday, February 24, 2007

fun lunches.
fun outings with the besties.
tho they say i have too huge an appetite...*mumbles*

so yesterday we visited (gasp) geylang to get me a nice plain tudung for the maulud today at siti's.
and hanisah video-ed me trying on the tudung in the shop.it was quite a fiasco mind you. i hope its not youtube's most watched video by now!grr....
anyhoos....today went pretty smoothly,albeit having merely 6h of sleep! thanks to late night chit-chatting with siti.and her screaming at me to wake up at insane 9am!!

after unanimous consensus from the vast majority i polled today, every single person said i look gorgeous in tudung!my own aunts couldn't recognise me at first glance coz i apparently look oh-so-different.
someone actually asked if im from saudi! hahaha....that lawa meh i in tudung?

funny thing is, i like looking at myself more in the mirror when clad in the black tudung!
amal almost proposed to me today coz she said i looked that irresistible.
and my uncle said i looked highly attractive to the opposite sex.thanks ahh.....
like right now, im typing this entry from aunty fau's house and i still refuse to take off the blasted tudung.
even attended the birthday party for yassier in the tudung today. abeh i got a 2 yr old admirer, who kept smiling shyly at me! cute little boy ah...or maybe he smiled coz he thought i resembled his mum...?*shrugs*

i don't wanna wear the tudung for all the wrong reasons.like " i look good in it";is not the proper basis.though it is a beginning!(aysha and hanisah here is the cue to say 'dunia nak kiamat')

and to honour hanisah even further, i still have got one thousand million things i wanna do that will look odd if i decide to don the all holy tudung.
for starters, i'd look totally out of place at the pool hall. and mind you, pooling is my favourite past-time! i find bowling for the weaklings....like an alternative to pool!just that its a lamer alternative..?
and what about all those new t-shirts i've been buying recently.
its like hundreds of dollars worth of clothes gg down the drain.
and i'll need a COMPLETELY new wardrobe! we're talkign about the hugest investment of my life here! one that would prolly require 3months salary on my part.

and the biggest question is, m i really sure im ready to be that responsible in life?
coz if i wear it, i haf2 act the part as well. i mean, i wanna do the whole tudung thing properly if i really decide to wear it.
this is the epitome of a confused soul.
help.

ps: aminah i will love u forever if u cepat2 upload the pics! yeah, the ones of me in tudung! =)

fai grooved* 7:30 AM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

so today i did nothing radical to my hair,albeit fussing about it all night yesterday!
i had a last minute change of heart about highlighting the hair as well....since i'd like to maintain my hair colour the way it is now.

no offence to hair-highlighting-fanatics out there, but highlights really do cheapen ur overall image.
its always been an opinion i've had buried deep within *shrugs*
if i ever do highlight my hair, u will find that this entry shall be deleted!

i did however straightened the fringe a teeny weeny bit;a milder form of rebonding called 'relaxing'...which looks natural enough on me!

did some shopping as well with aminah. i shall not disclose the location however, for it may tarnish the polished image i possess.hahahaha!!

siti came back from bangkok today!
ooh....we watched dreamgirls over at aunty fau's place.
i don't really like jennifer hudson for some unknown reason...maybe twas the character she portrayed....
OH! i swear the aunt has got an awesome collection of dvds; the latest ones!
she's got babel, the queen, the last king of scotland, material girls,miami vice,etc. (shuddup i know miami vice isn't new!)


for the record, if there is any known way to mankind to kill one's laptop/wireless connection, please let me know.
i'm SICK AND TIRED of my fucked up computers' antics.

fai grooved* 6:16 AM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

mama is hilarious at times.
she's like this big-time movie critic who can't seem to stop criticizing!
even when a particular movie scene seems perfectly normal to me.
*shrugs*

inferiority complex on an all-time high once again tonight.
can i just stop being surrounded by beautiful ppl? grr.....
maYbe i need someone to tell me im pretty 24/7 to keep my spirits high.
a lying mirror on the wall would do.hah!

even my fav toffifee isn't cheering me up.
shucks.

so there's been alot of talk bout results coming out this coming friday,or the week after next.
screw it laa..just give them back. my hopes of getting yylsom have been dashed from the moment i took the gp paper. and it plunged further upon sitting for that fucked up beyond belief physics paper...
in short, i've got no expectations this time round.
my efforts last year would have been for naught i believe....
i even had a horrible dream a couple of nights ago; of me holding a result slip full of horrible grades.

i'm far from anticipating result-day, but i just wanna get it over an done with!
i don't particularly fancy being kept in suspense.uncertainty.

aysha can we go bellydance soon?
i need a new hobby besides sleeping and shopping.

fai grooved* 7:43 AM

Saturday, February 17, 2007







sya and me. at some toilet at marina square.



and cheers to 7 long years as besties.love ya angel!



ooh....btw i am in LOVE with huge mirrors!! they're damn accomodating to vanity!

and yes, i'm all about food! i live to eat!














fai grooved* 5:48 AM

valentines day with the besties was great!! .insert hugs.
ate at simpang bedok for the first time in my life.ya ok laugh at me....
that very same day i lost ALL trust in hanisah's food recommendations.
she tricked me into eating roti john, which was positively bathed in blood-red chilli sauce.
u horrid being! grr.....

then consecutive dinners with other friends started.
thursday night with sya was fantastic! highlight of the night was rotting in the most comfortable sofa which overlooked the dining area of swisshotel....at a little tiny cafe at raffles city.
it was nice to finally catch up with her,after like a million years!
(oh and sya, i've got my eyes on them! haha!)

while we were at kinokuniya, lina called and invited me for some party going on at zouk!
that lucky thing got 2 passes to some exclusive event on friday night....but alas,my nightly outings did not sit too well with the mother. and hence, as insane as this seems, i had to turn her down!! arghhh!
free passes lehh......oh wells.
weirdly, the sound of clubbing does not seem to perk me up as much as before.
maybe i'm really turning into a boring soul.with a boring job.OH MY GODDD!!!

yesterday, met up with dilz after work.first, we walked around taka and then explored paragon! then i decided to pamper myself with some marks and spencer chocolate!ahah yepp i bought 2 bars of the bubbly milk chocolate, which to me tastes simply divine! it took a.l.o.t of effort to save the last bar to fill up my drawer at work.(=

rotted at starbuks at the basement of paragon till about 9pm.
once again, sofa seats are just sooo irresistible!
and the fact that they overlook the chocolatier does not hurt either!heh...

reached home around 10-ish, and i was more than ready to crash into bed!
3 consecutively fulfilling albeit tiring nights out with my girlies have been fun!!
and now that im hearing the itenary my mum conveniently came up with for this long holiday, im wishing to god that im back at work.

Ohhh i suddenly had a flashback!
of that momentuous mrt ride i had yesterday morning.
was late for work...yea u know that feeling u get when ur late and feeling tired and lazy and just craving for a nice soft pillow.
anyhoos....my spirits were lifted by this incredible hot hunk!
he was all dressed in a black armani business suit and was sitting across me....with defined features and he was tall to boot! i LIKE!
and the fact that he looked back did NOT hurt either!hehehe.....
thats what i call a fine creation of mother nature.....she spent so much time on him...and he looked oh-so-fine!
he stopped at the same station-novena.
and im beginning to think that if i get to see him every morning, i dun mind being late for work daily!!!hahaha!
and so, to sum it all up...friday was.....lovely!

fai grooved* 12:13 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

i can't seem to get bedy doub by elissa out of my head!
sumpah infectious!
i think her catchy-nak-mampos songs are compelling me to buy her cd so i can play it at work....since its oh-so-boring.
im getting a little sick of repeating the songs in my hp....and there's a good 100+ in there mind you.

i've got a busy day ahead.
first,i've gotta teach tuition.
then get dressed for dinner at marina square with the jc classmates.
oh waiiit! b4 dinner, im supposed to go play pool with the cooler few of them...

and today of ALL days, i've got this strong urge to straighten my hair before heading out.
put that straightener i've got to good use.
oh and im gg to straighten my fringe.like permanently.for real.
i've made up my mind.
and i might get some highlights...just maybe.maybe next month....

after dinner at pizza hut, i've gotta rush over to the royal plaza hotel since puteri invited us over.
and since i've avoided gg there the whole of last year by using the "i'm busy studying" excuse....im nt left with much of a choice.
amal made it pretty clear that she'll bury me alive without remorse if i fail to turn up and rescue her from boredom tonight....haha!
all we do there is greet the royal entourage and put up fake smiles and act like wallflowers. amidst being treated like royalty; we get served nice food and basically rub shoulders with the exclusively rich and unfamous.

speaking of royal treatment, i distinctly recall the night she decided to treat us all to a midnight movie.
it was my most eventful trip to cineleisure!
first, we were guided to the hotel basement where several rented mercs were waiting for us.
the first batch of security guards deposited us at the cars and another batch greeted us at the carpark of cineleisure. they said sth like " good evening.welcome to orchard cineleisure mdm"
i almost choked on my own saliva.the incredulity! i've been gg to watch movies there so often and i've nvr been given such treatment.
therein lies the difference if u're actually of royal lineage.

then the security guards guided us to the lift, and inside it were two other security folk waiting to bring us upstairs.
and then, at the box-office itself, another change of security followed by bows and looks of awe by commoners.haha!
once we were shown to our seats, they asked us what flavour of popcorn we preferred....and then pooof!! almost instantly, we were each handed a large popcorn and coke. the snacks were nth special la.....but pure royal treatment is what got me raving here!

despite all that, i think life that revolves around extra tight security is beyond me.
i can't live with such things. i enjoy being free.common.

and so tonight, i've gotta look all pretty and basically force my eyes to remain open till about 3-4am. thats normally the time we leave the hotel room....ok not room la.then whole entire floor belongs to them. its the bigger version of a presedential suite. something like a home away from home;with gold dusted carpets and swarovski chandeliers, and toilets bigger than my room.....
the palace away from palace indeed.

fai grooved* 8:23 PM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

i started distancing myself from the source of all irritation this week.
i hope he gets the message that i DO NOT want him tagging along everywhere i go.
i need privacy...my own personal space
ur presence is suffocating u idiot!
siti even suggested i put a random ring on my finger and say that i'm already engaged to stop his fascination with me.now that was fucking hilarious!!
its to the point whereby i can't even make my own tea in the pantry alone.
yea he even tags along when i need to pee.but obviously he uses the gents.
RARHHHH!!! LEAVE ME ALONE U FREAK!!!!

i think the loon still doesn't understand that i dun want him within 10yards of myself!
he stills comes up to me every lunchtime and before we leave,in hopes that i'd relent and go eat/home with him.
please eh.
luckily for me, aysha and hanisah just got called up....so they'll be working with me at iras starting monday!
the JOYYYYY!!!
I HAVE MY BESTIES WORKING WITH ME LIKE HOW COOL IS THAT OMG IM SO HAPPY WARA AKA AH-PORN U BETTER JOIN US FOR LUNCH EVERYDAY SINCE UR SO CLOSE BY AND IM TOTALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO MONDAY COZ ITS GOING TO BE SO FUCKING FUN!!=)

xinyi we shall have dinner when im richer k. like next week (=
sya we meet up for coffee next friday ya!!

i think im looing forward to next week.
so many great days ahead.
like v-day.
but im single.
hah...i dun care!
its the day to celebrate LOVE.
i dun need a guy to have my share of fun on that day...or any other day.
the opposite sex usually equates to misery and well...heartbreaks.
i'll have none of those thank you very much.
i like being me.
single.
carefree.
hot.
delirium.com? u got it!

fai grooved* 5:02 AM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

im in an emo mood tonight.
i loove the lyrics to this utterly timeless masterpiece sung by rick price.

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger, every day
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start'
Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

CHORUS
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

CHORUS
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

and the silly romantic notions continue....
thats prolly coz im hurt.
or at least i think i am.....im never sure of my feelings *frowns*

fai grooved* 7:27 AM

Friday, February 02, 2007

i have a screwed up digestive system.i swear.
i gain weight on my fucking cheeks!making me look as CHUBBY as ever! and it fucking sucks.
telltale signs of an emerging 'prosperous-looking' tummy is not making me very happy either.
i need to discipline myself and get some exercise done.
i cannot stay home or lie in front of the tv during my spare time.
i've gotta keep active and fit.
im gg to the gym once a week.or run aroujnd the reservoir.
yes i shall prove wara wrong!(=


dinner at arab street tonight was nice.
caught up with hanisah & wara....had murtabak for dinner at zam-zam(yea we're budget ppl).
then had piping hot teh tarik at some 'bai' coffeeshop.

oh and thanks to hanisah's cousin, we got to enter samar and watch the live arabic show gg on.
nice atmosphere....but apparently food there sucks....

met aneesa in the bus on the way home.
basically, a rather fullfilling day *beams*

fai grooved* 6:48 AM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

been working at IRAS for over a week now.
work is starting to get a wee bit mundane.
like the novelty is wearing off....
i process the same stuff almost daily,with the exception of a few unique cases that spices up my routined job.
every morning,i make myself a piping hot cup of tea at the pantry.
then i proceed back to my desk.
by then,my computer would have been logged onto the system.
next,i take a stack of giro forms to process(they come in bundles of 60 or more)
today i was given the more complicated stack,involving international banks.a rather refreshing change la from doing posb every day.
the new temp guys got that!hahaha!
after that, i process stuff online and rush back and forth from my desk to the printer.
i hate looking for my printed letter amidst hundreds of other letters.its like the whole office shares one printer or sth...grr....
12.30-1.30pm: lunch.this is also when i go shopping since novena sq n velocity is rather conveniently located right beside my building.the constant presence of shops is NOT helping me curb my incessant expenses.evil.

ohoh!! today i bought the limited edition mtv-body shop rougeberry perfume!it smells really sweet...and its only $9.90!i just had to buy it!!(=

fai grooved* 5:11 AM

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