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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

and so i was hospitalized for the first time in my life,at freaking 5am last sunday.
im gg to sue that fucker who can't practice basic hygiene and made me eat his germ-infested mee hoon!
couldn't stop gg to the toilet from friday night.thats 2 days of utter misery.and bouts of nausea and vomitting...etc.

even during my darkest hours, my besties made the pain so much more bearable.
i know i can always count on them to be there for me when im down.
there couldn't be a stronger reason for me to love them till death!

fai HEARTS you all!!

fai grooved* 3:07 AM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

im so in love with this song by cassie:long way to go!

I love it when try to get intimate
Even though they know I really ain't into it
(You're not into it?)
I'm not into it
I already know the game
and I've been through it

See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans
Wear La Rok with my Rebel Yell underneath
You wanna step to me?
Said you got a long way 2 go
(Rock wit me now)
You claim that you're so hot
and you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come see me
Cuz you know your girlfriend wanna be me (uh)
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you got a long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?
[Chorus]
Wanna love me?
Wanna touch me?
Think twice cuz you got a long way 2 go
Don't know how to act
You betta fall back
It's like that cuz you got a long way 2 go
It's not that deep
Take it easy
You wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go
I'ma bad girl
You wanna get close?
Ease up cuz you got a long way
[Verse 2]
I love it when they try to get scandalous
Even though they know they really can't handle it
(They can't handle it?)
They can't handle it
Try and take me out to dinner I cancel it
If you really wanna know me first of all
You should never try to get too personal
Cuz I meant it when I said
That you got a long way to go

You claim that you're so hot
and you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come see me
Cuz you know your girlfriend wanna be me (uh)
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you gotta long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?
[Chorus]
Wanna love me?
Wanna touch me?
Think twice cuz you got a long way 2 go
Don't know how to act
You betta fall back
It's like that cuz you got a long way 2 go
It's not that deep
Take it easy
You wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go
I'ma bad girl
You wanna get close?
Ease up cuz you got a long way-
[Hook]
You claim that you're so hot
and you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come see me
Cuz you know your girlfriend wanna be me (uh, yeah)
Said you got a long way to go
Say you wanna love me
[Chorus x2]
Wanna love me?
Wanna touch me?
Think twice cuz you got a long way 2 go
Don't know how to act
You betta fall back
It's like that cuz you got a long way 2 go
It's not that deep
Take it easy
You wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go
I'ma bad girl
You wanna get close?
Ease up cuz you got a long way 2 go
(Rock wit me now)
(got a long way 2 go)
(betta fall back)
(said you got a long way 2 go)

fai grooved* 6:59 AM

Friday, January 26, 2007

i hate nausea.it sucks.like it reaaaally sucks.big time.

woke up to horrible beyond belief tummy pangs which lasted for 2h.
then it lead to nauseating nausea and since i absolutely abhorr vomitting,that was quite an ordeal for me!shan't go further into details and relive those torturous 2hours.
ended up sleeping in the midst of my misery and started dreaming....

lets just say my dream was the ultimate medicine to the puking-sensations i had!
aha.....i likeeeeeeee!!*beams*
obviously hanisah just HAD to wake me up in the middle of some fantastically romantic part of my dream....to complain about me pangseh-ing her 2dy.

why do i always tend to remember you despite meeting so many others.....
its unfathomable!
i get this vibe that i'm never gg to be able to forget you entirely.
shucks.

fai grooved* 8:46 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i felt soo horrible yesterday.
i just had to quit.
im gg to miss everyone at ipacc--even annoying beings.
eunice--ur the best first time colleague ever!!=)

anyhoos...started at iras today.
a good 40min journey from home.not bad laa....

im sooooo lucky i didn't get those 3 other supremely nerdy/geeky creations of mother nature in my department. like i know i can't even be bribed into making friends with them.seriously.

lucky me....got a guy colleague who's fun to talk to.so we crapped together for most of today...ooh! did i mention i get my own fucking desk thank you very much! and a computer and all...and drawers...and one of those comfy rolling chairs!! *beams*

ama nina belanja-ed me lunch today at her canteen. so i kinda ps alan.yeah...that the colleague's name.he had to have lunch with his aunt instead.tmr, we lunch together and crap even more! ahaha!

got my own temp pass coz they've got gantries at every possible entrance/exit.its a wonder i dun haf to tap my pass just to enter the toilet!

im gg to stock my drawer with loads of yummy foodstuffs! eggciting!!(spelling courtesy of hanisah)

im gg to decorate my desk and make it look all pink--like in legally blonde! maybe a cutesy pink mirror(an absolute must!), a pair of pink headphones since we're allowed to listen to music and get myself a furry pink pen! ahhh...ultimate bimbotism!=)

now i've gotta go tutor the boy.
this is the part where i sulk.things i do for money.*sighs*

fai grooved* 2:28 AM

Monday, January 15, 2007

shit im scared out of my wits.
for no apparent reason tonight, my nose started bleeding abit.
im fucking scared.

i love that song from the movie fanaa.
its sooo catchy and addictive! especially the part where he tries to woo her....ala cute!


i miss too many people all at the same time!
ladies and that prince of mine, where are u ppl?!?

and can mother nature stop being bitchy?rainrainrain......
its so cold my fingernails turn almost purple in the office ,despite the ac being switched to a temp of 25degrees celsius!
i would've migrated to antartica had i fancy the cold weather u know!im in the tropics for a bloody reason--so bless me with some sunshine here!

fai grooved* 6:35 AM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

its funny how u can confuse me so.yes you.
laughter and joy.and anger flashes.you give it all to me.
but i will never allow anyone such control over myself.
its dangerous.
i love being loved.but i'm afraid to return love(to selected individuals).
i cannot afford to be hurt.

i think work sucks. its draining all my energy and relegated me to sleeping at the loserish hour of 8pm almost daily.
so i gotta seal the tuition deal.
great.lesser time for myself.thats all i need on top of my hectic working life.

i can't understand why i'm working myself so ruthlessly just to get money.
granted i'm a huge spender.but i also know my own spending limits....with more money in hand,it'd mean huger expenses....a vicious cycle indeed!

i hope to get that hospital attachment after 5th feb. After what hanisah said about docs being underpaid for the amount of effort they put in and the heartless slicing up of human flesh she witnessed in the operation theatre...i'm beginning to rethink my decision to take up medicine.
those who know me know i can't even bear to see a drop of blood;i positively cringe at the slightest sight of a minor cut/burn. how i plan to overcome this innate phobia is beyond me!

if i were to be frankly honest here, i plan to take up the highest paying job available.
lets just say i've had enough of the daydreaming crap. i want to be able to actually own them things i set my sight on.i want to be able to go shopping without actually looking at the price tag.not giving a rats' ass about the bill. now wouldn't that be an enriching shopping trip! thats retail therapy in its truest meaning!!

maybe i should be an accountant instead.heard they earn like big bucks! but its stressful and boring. could i live with that?hmm......
i think lina is to be blamed for the sudden career-confusion.she and her psychology nonsense! grr....

fai grooved* 5:37 PM

was randomly reading thru my old blog entries.
chanced upon sth i blogged about exactly a year ago,and i realised its weird how i still have the same desires.maybe more so now....since all i have is time and nothing else to occupy me besides my job.
well,here it goes...

"i want someone to love me for who i am.
i want someone who understands that i am temperamental at times.
i want someone to hug me when i'm down.
i want someone who will be always there for me.
i want someone with good looks and an even better heart.
i want someone with guts--preferably...
i want someone who showers me with attention.
i want someone who surprises me with cutelittlenothings.
i want someone who knows how to treat a lady right.
i want someone whom i can have lame & intellectual conversations with.
i want someone to tell me its alright to fail.
i want someone who makes me want to love him for all eternity.
i want someone who'll be the first and last guy in my life.
i want someone who basically....does not exist.
at least not to my knowledge."

fai grooved* 8:17 AM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

day1 at job was quite fun.
but im abit lazy to elaborate.maybe during the weekends i shall.
my colleague eunice is so friendly and nice! and i getta listen to music/radio while working! like how cool is that?!
apparently, the music in the background helps create a lively and spirited environment that befits the image of the advertising company.
albeit parroting the same set of greeting for every single phone call, i guess i kinda like the job. a no-brainer thingy--pick up calls,abit of filing---voila! but the 6day/wk and low pay of $800 is eating me alive!
i mean, today i had to face a tough dilemma.
yes, besides the dilemma of working alone the other day--partly brought about by an all-time high level of oestrogen coursing through my body!! hormones are such bitches--especially female ones!hrmph!!

ok so back to todays' dilemma.
i mean like duh i want a higher paying job--kelly services is maha efficient i swear! just yesterday i e-mailed them my resume, and at 10am this morning, i got a call offering me a job at standard chartered bank! and its $1400/mth babyyy!! *beams very very widely*
the catch is, its only a 1month job. then afterwards, the lady over at kellys' offered to get me another job when my term with the bank approaches an end. hey, u give a girl with a regular monthly school allowance of $120 that kinda money, and she'll go ballistic! eratically excited at the prospect of new-found richness!=)
and i got a tuition offer too. 2 guys.4subjects each. if i seal that delicious deal, i get a whopping extra $640 monthly! that'd be.....HOLYMACARONI!! $2040 next month! *imagines the gazillion shopping trips and pool outings!!*
but of course, that'd also mean that i'd be working my ass off. i am reluctant to sacrifice spending time with the besties at the expense of getting richer....but still.....thats an awful lot of money we're talking about!

i can finally get my own ipod nano.
the canon ixus digicam!
another 5 pairs of shoes.or maybe one reaaaally expensive pair from on pedder or stuart weitzman! so bloody 'atas' la designer shoes!!
maybe a top or two from zara or guess!

NO! I cannot spend too much! i have to learn to save money!thats the purpose of having a bank account! to watch it GROW! i mean the objective of getting a job (to my mum obviously) is to teach me the value of money--so that i stop spending it heedlessly! well, excuse me for being a WOMAN! no lady in her right mind would stop shopping;or say that she's sick of shopping and doesn't need perhaps another pair of shoes or earrings? If ever such a lady exists, then u can be sure that she's a 'he' masquerading as a 'she'--or in layman's term, a transsexual!

but if i quit my current clrke quay job--poor eunice has to struggle like crazy picking up the millions of phone calls! and she'd have no one to talk to. but at least, the flirt shan't flirt with me anymore. its like so 'sex and the city'-ish; boss liking the secretary (classier name for a administrator--which makes me sound oh-so-dull!)

i have 6hrs till i get up! at least i get free coffee in the morning--i've got nice bosses there!
oh wells, too bad the pay isn't as attractive tho. i mean,i'm only being human after all--i can;t resist temptation when its too good for the sane mind to resist!! =)

fai grooved* 12:01 AM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

i had by far the most INFORMAL interview today.
the manager who interviewed me bloody FLIRTED with me.(i must emphasize that i DID NOT flirt back!!)

firstly, he complimented the way i look.
secondly, he asked me on a date out for dinner tonight.
thirdly, he asked if my mum would mind me going out with him.
fourthly, he said he loved the scent of my perfume.
and lastly, when i got the job, he asked if he could get a hug.
FLIRT!!!
there were other questions he asked that were totally unrelated to the jobscope, and out of politeness and courtesy, i answered them.
like if i already had a boyfriend.
i wonder if he'd still give me the job had i said that i was attached.
oh well, i'll stick to this job for a month or so...until a higher paying job offer comes my way.

wtv it is..i got the job!!
so YAY FOR ME!

fai grooved* 3:03 AM

Monday, January 01, 2007

watching my fair lady again tonight brought back alot of memories from my almost-forgotten childhood. i watched a good deal of cartoons,just like any other kid my age then would, but the difference is, i started watching epics as well at that tender age.
i remember watching cleopatra, then starring elizabeth taylor-whom i thought to be the most beautiful woman alive.i was in love with the awesome costumes and spectacular sets on screen. i was introduced to malice and hypocrisy then through ben hur. now to think of it, i may have enjoyed these movies better than those silly cartoons!
well back to tonight. i could actually remember all those songs and sang-along with them! my favourite has to be the song audrey hepburn sang 'i could've danced all night". now, as a tribute to that, here are the lyrics to one of the nicest on-screen vocals i've heard!

My head's too light to try to set it down!
Sleep! Sleep!
I couldn't sleep tonight.
Not for all the jewels in the crown!
I could have danced all night! I could have danced all night! And still have begged for more.
I could have spread my wings
And done a thousand things
I've never done before.
I'll never know
What made it so exciting;Why all at once
My heart took flight.
I only know when he Began to dance with me
I could have danced, danced, danced all night!

fai grooved* 9:16 AM

The DanCer'
Name
fAIRUZ (ITS fAI)
Age
18
Date of Birth
29081988


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