Thursday, December 21, 2006
BYE SINGAPORE.
HELLO TERENGGANU AKA THE LAND OF PENYUS!
MISS FAIRUZ!
thats what the kids will call me,starting from jan 2007.
yes,yours truly is now a relief teacher.aha! $65/day! YESSS!!
now if only i could secure a more permanent job as well,i'd be loaded! able to shop everyday or every weekend! things to buy in 2007:
- ipod nano
- canon digital ixus(the latest model then)
- b-day cd(only maybe)
- a curling iron
- prisonbreak season1 vcd collection
- a pair of earrings from metallic
- a guess handbag
- slacks for every possible occasion
- M.A.C. compact powder
- bobbi brown lip gloss
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
i realised that i had not blogged about monday! how could i have failed to do so?*look of feigned shock*
watched eragon on monday....despite external negative influence not to do so! haha! lucky i decided to watch it,show was good! and i can bet my bottom that there'll be a part2. eragon would look much better if he were older...for now,he may be a teen heartthrob.i'm way past that era,standing at high-and-mighty 18 now.hehehe...
anyways,todays thursday.which means its less than 24hours to my terengganu trip.which also means i've gotta start packing;mama's suitcase is like totally full while mine remains empty! getting ready to go to aysha's place now....and she's gotta vacumn the house before my arrival!haha....padan muka!=)
off to pasir ris it is!
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
i've come to the conclusion that i am totally immune to the piercing 'kkrrringgg' sound of my alarm clock.
i was supposed to get up like 2hours ago,get dressed and get my butt down to pasir ris to exchange my new black top for something else,go down to tj to get my $83 refund and then...rush off to parkway for pool with wara,and just maybe,it time permits,meet aysha n vib at bugis.
ooh...also,rush down to my grandma's place to get my passport back!she's had it
all along when my entire house was in an uproar trying to locate that blasted book!
i've got a busy day ahead!!!and i'm not done with my shopping yet! for the record,shopping this time round is for the sole purpose of accumulating more clothes appropriate for the office environment...if it were up to me, i'd be blowing the cash on earrings and shoes, and maybe a couture piece;something i've yet to own.
got a weekend job with hanis.i'm not telling where!haha! at least that guarantees my absence from home then,so goodbye to incessant nagging-sessions on sundays! i'm so brilliant at times!=)
Sunday, December 17, 2006
today was as stormy as the weather.
sometimes i seriously wish weekends would never come.
my sunday started off with the traditional orders from the mum to get myself out of bed and give her a hand in doing the chores.i don't get the whole fuss about why i'm supposed to start learning how to cook a decent meal,yada2... heck i can't even distinguish one leafy veg from another! they're all green to me,and leafy...so why even bother torturing one's self with distinguishing the undistinguishable?!
i admit to my inherent flaw of being very
very lazy when it comes to household chores.so what if i'm a girl and i'm of matrimonial age bladibla..did it ever occur to them that i may be career-minded?
noooo.....of course not!i think i'm pmsing today. i'm in absolutely no mood to talk to anybody,save for watching tv and keeping to myself. alone-time is good sometimes,getting away from the crowd for awhile....this is the hormones talking;not the usual bubbly,chirpy albeit high fai.
sometimes it seems as though i have everything,yet at times i feel like i have nothing.i believe this holiday is a great time for me to do a bit of soul-searching;ya know starting the near year afresh,leaving old memories behind and creating new ones.at times my conscience gets the better of me;other times consequences are overruled. maybe this is not how i want to live my life.i wanna try sth new,break away from the monotonous lifestyle.alas,i'm in singapore,what can i possibly try that will be refreshing? maybe get horseback riding lessons or take up spanish! once again,my prospective activities are obstructed by my lack of personal financial prosperity at this time of the year. They say its the season of giving,so why am i not receiving anything yet eh? A checque for a million dollars sounds damn good to me!
Saturday, December 16, 2006
life is becoming almost a routine for me these past 3 days. i've been a very homely girl,as compared to 2-3 weeks ago.i watch tv, eat,chat and sleep for very extended hours....and the cycle repeats itself! indeed i believe i should get down to getting a job! SERIOUSLY!
i'm leading the somewhat 'luxurious' aka lazy lifestyle.i've not put my brain into use since the a's ended...and i'm kinda wondering if it'll ever be functioning as well as it was before in the near future. my wheels are getting a wee bit rusty in my opinion.
spent the entire day at amal's place--watching more dvds!
i'm not complaining about the routined-lifestyle persay;since i believe i earned it after months of slogging hardd!!
i'm going onto jobstreet.com and find me the perfect job! yes....i shall abandon aimless chatting on msn(for the moment) and
focus on the job-hunt! i
shall prevail!
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
another nothing-special day.
met up with hanisah and volunteered at mendaki from 1-4pm.
nothing very eventful obviously. except that i saw a distant cousin from my paternal side.i'm just not close to my paternal side *shrugs*
later we hunted down a FANTASTIC video rental shop;vcd rentals at 80
cents! 80 freakin'
cents!! lovely;i just found my new favourite shop in tampines! twas somewhere near temasek poly...
my life after today is going to pretty much suck until i get a job. im flat broke! like less than $10 kinda BROKE!so i kinda need cash urgently;still got loads of unfulfilled shopping desires..haha!
going out with my grandma tmr. she's been voicing out her disapproval at my lack of attention to my family eversince my new found freedom, and insists that i spend more time with her.so yeah...since i'm broke, i'll go along with loads of family-outings for now. its not like its a chore really,some outings can turn out quite fun! (inserts affirmative nod)
rented 10 vcds today-so thats $8 gone. putting the financial aspect aside for now, i'm happy with the collection of vcds i rented.
since i have nothing but time on my hands, i shall embark on the otherwise deplorable task of listing down each and every title i rented.
- Mr. & Mrs Smith
- High School Musical
- The Pink Panther
- A very long engagement
- School of seduction
- The 40-year old virgin
- Uptown girls
- Fantastic 4
- Bruce Almighty
- Pride and prejudice
- Charlie & the Chocolate Factory (this was for free)
its funny how my life did not exactly turn out as i envisioned it to be immediately after a levels.
its even
funnier that i would actually feel as though i miss the mugging days (this occurs
very rarely!) Ok maybe i should stop my aimless ranting and get some sleep.Its 2.08am already.
Monday, December 11, 2006
boat quay with the birthday boy.
piccies from grad nite at fullerton 06.12.06
(from left) lina,dila,me
xinyi and me
i was SOO shocked to see her in a dress that night!haha! looking good babe!
(from left) me,evelyn,xinyi.
yes i know i'm super fair in those pictures.however, i refuse to get a tan! =)
i LIKE MY NEW SKIN!! *grins*
blogging has not been on my priority list for a long while now....
some things that happen just cannot be captured by mere words.
grad nite sucked thanks to fucking sc. lucky im getting a full refund! so much for PERFECT CADENCE at fullerton!
on a lighter note,the after-party at attica was FANTASTIQUE!
me,lina,mei hui and huda. grooved it ALL NIGHT!
stayed over at dilz' room at fullerton....did loads of exploring of fullerton wif my lovely partner-in-crime aka lina!hehe....
did not sleep the entire night...after attica,slacked at macs(since entry into MOS was rather ex!)
then...back to the hotel room and played cards the entire night....so i sucked at the card game that we played!(in my defense,im totally new to that game!)
anws....nth worth mentioning happened in the ensuing few days.
attended sumbody's birthday celebration at boat quay on friday night,then clubbed abit at the pump room.
saturday: followed wara to get an artificial tan.obviously anyone who has seen her pigmentation would agree with me;that girl CANNOT tan for the life of her! so it was a total waste of $23 since she did not even turn a shade darker after almost 25mins of being "baked alive".
sunday: decided to be nice and stay home for once.
monday: went with wara to register for the basic driving theory test at the comfort driving centre, which happens to be conveniently 2 stops away from my house!aha!!
so yesh....fai will be getting her license latest by june '07!
then met up with hanisah,vib and hanis and akmal at starbucks at terminal1. i swear we're such havoc-wreckers when the group of us congregate! laughed sooo much la today;partly due to reading certain smses by a person i'm well aquainted with.his english simply SUCKS! there is absolutely no kinder way to put this...so pardon my tactlessness here! i'm already being very kind trust me!
while the day went very smoothly for me...i hated what i chanced upon only moments ago.I don't understand why but it really hurts me so very badly when i saw
it. i just hate the way u flaunt
it;i know i've got no reason to complain since i relinquished any sort of familial ties we once had,BUT still,for fuckingly unexplainable reasons, i DO get hurt! Why is it that you are the one person capable of drawing tears from my eyes. I'm so rational in other aspects of life, but where you are concerned, i can't seem to think properly! i hate you;yet i know i can never forget you completely. i HATE HATE HATE this sooo much!
xinyi and me
