Saturday, December 31, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
exactly a year ago, i went clubbing for the first time in my life!
it was mega fun! went to sum chillout place at mohd.sultan area.and then, headed for thumper.
even met taufik there and took pics (=
not that im a fan or anything, but one naturally gets excited at being in close proximity to celebs.
my passion for dancing multiplied once i saw the atmosphere on the dancefloor! it was amazing....people...dancing, setting differnces aside...just mingling...and dancing!!stayed there for a good 4 hours.yes....only came home at 6am.a close family member ,who shall not be disclosed,was my clubbing companion, along with her good friend.
the shittiest part was the next day when i found out my mum found out i was at a club. i still wonder till today who the
#@%ing bitch who blabbered to my mum is!! grrr....
and this year.new years' eve.amal forced me to go for her school alumni's boogie nite at tamp west cc.
so since my ticket was kindly paid for(only $5..) i went! the beginning bit was so boring.i was smsing lina, who was sitting directly across me, and talking to amal,sab and aminah during most of the first 1 hour.
ooh...from the moment i was taking entry, the bouncer in blue caught my attention.he is so bloody hott!alas, he could not dance as well to match his looks unfortunately...
and best part of it! lina and me sooo have similar taste when it comes to spotting hot men.haha!
then makan2 andden the dancefloor was open to all! so after more people started dancing, the 5 of us (me,amal,lina,aminah,sab) also started geleking.
the music wasn't great and the dj aka blue guy kept replaying the same soundtracks!argh!nvm...i still sabar
then something out of the ordinary happened.shall not elaborate here.
i mean i've never experienced it b4.
except that my uncle's friend tried hitting on me while dancing last year at thumper n he recoiled in shock and became all 'uncle-ish' when he found out im 'syed's niece!haha....
and why won't anyone believe im 17 ! just coz i've got that youthful glow about me...i just don't look my age sumhow!dammit!
oh n sumone was mighty tired of people complementing me the entire night.haha...he tried seeking solace from all that by escaping to macs, only to be found and bombarded with other queries abt me there.funny world i live in...
anw...my evening was cut short by ama shifa coming to pick amal n aminah home coz ami man was not happy they were at a dinner and
dance! i can't wait to turn 18, even better still 21 and i'll legally be an adult and can do what i please,when i please. next year, legal to club! hooray! maybe another new year eve's outing at the nation countdown or better still at some reclusive club!
with the beginning of this new year, i vow to:
1)study hard.
2)not be
distracted!3)prioritise my agendas.
4)be focused.
5)play hard and work hard.
6)get even prettier...haha
*fai embraces 2006 with a smile and positive outlook!*
Friday, December 30, 2005
yesterday met hanis very early in the morning.i was earlier than her...for once!haha...historic moment indeed!
so went to the times book sale at the expo.nothing too fab...i mean
any booksale that does not carry authors like judith mcnaught or sidney sheldon should not be allowed! what is the
point of publicizing the event when books for sale are not worth browsing thru?! spent a good deal of time searching for a single book that might interest but none--zilch.
the cooking books section was also rather dull.
they did not carry receipe books for biscuit-making,thus losing me as a potential buyer.
anw, had lunch after that at bk.
after, we decided to head back to the mrt station but the 'metro warehouse sale' sign caught my attention!
they were selling the adidas perfume for only $3.50! i decided i must have it!
went in but unfortunately for me, the scent wasn't too great! but what was great was the shoe selection! slippers; 2 for $7.90! what a bargain!and they were nice too! initially, i chose 6 slippers and chucked them into the bag.but later, as i surveyed the rather extensive shoe selection--i slowly and with much discipline, placed 4 pairs of slippers back onto the rack.instead, i bought a gorgeous black bohemian-inspired sandal for $20!i mean at least that would last longer than the other 2 cheaper ones....
oh! hanis should be a personal shopper--she's got a knack for fishing out good tops/slacks from the messy pile of clothes all jumbled up together.i mean she got me a lovely unique-looking green top for only $5! i could rummage thru the same pile of 'junk' and never be able to find such a good bargain if left on my own!
oh! and the slight confusion i had with what to wear to tonight's 'party' was solved as well! we got me not one--but
two gorgeous tops, both priced at $15.90 each! and to go with the black embroidered top, was an interesting orange striped black pants.at first glance, i would
never consider buying it--but it matches
sooo well with the black top so i just had2 get it!! plus twas only $9.90!ahh...sales...the pleasures it brings!
so we spent 3 hours there,--trying out shoes n clothes and criticized clothes as we went along! haha...soo fun!!
best of all, i got daddy to pay for my purchases!my purchases totalled up2 $102.70!!i payed $20.70 on my own--its really saddening to be parted with
my money, but the satisfaction gained in owning gorgeous-er clothing was worth it!!
then with the giant metro plastic bag,we went to challenger at tamp to check out the ipod hanis was planning to get. the ipod video-enabled one.which bloody costs an astounding $548! give me that money, and i could go shopping all over again, and come home with a guess top or pants from zara.
yes if u haven't guessed it already--i love shopping!! its fabulous, especially if i don't have to foot the bill!hehe....
strangely, this passion has recently increased after reading the entire 'confessions of a shopaholic' collection!
earlier this year, i bought myself a hair straightener! then in august, my expenditure-style became abit more extravagant--- i bought myself the nokia 3320,that was worth $568! paid for 3/4 of it!but the features of the hp became the envy of my friends, the 1.3 megapixel cam.(at that point of time, aysha had had pekak nokia hp which was clearly past expired and was longing to see its own grave.so she was extraly jealous of my phone!haha!now got the pink motorola razr,thank goodness abit more uptodate!)
speaking of pink, saw funky pink earphone covers at challenger! i will buy it--very soon!
then met mama at her office and went home together-yeah with me lugging that huge plastic bag everywhere i went after the expo!
so now. before i get dressed and all pretty for tonight, i shall study.
oh, got the list of ogm's to call.honestly out of the 800 names i saw, 1/6 were either weird/funny-sounding/bizzare! talked to aysha till 2am yesterday--had a lovely time bitching about the names and other stuffsl.haha...yes i know i can be such a bitch at times...can't help it! there's a bitch in all of us!
for the remaining time, i shall not model the clothes i bought, nor will i contemplate how to do my hair for this evening! i
shall revise maths, 3D trigo to be more specific.
sumbody's brother sounded sexy o the phone earlier on!haha...darn im so cheeky at times! (=
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
yesterday's ogl camp was nothing short from boring.ok i shall judge fairly.either i was unenthusiastic.or the atmosphere was simply not hyped up enough.
in this case,i choose the latter to be the cause for my boredom.
there were fun moments.but few comparatively.
we tried out the amazing race or rather "monopoly" thingy.covered bedok reservoir....could that be the reason for my boredom i wonder...
xinyi tried escaping from massdance but twas raining so she had to face her greatest fear:exhibiting her non-existent talent at dancing.
i love dancing to dhoom !! coz its the second massdance i can completely get without a hitch!
anws,ponned camp n hockey today.simply too lazy for starters.secondly,i've got alot of revision and homework to complete.
unlike aysha who has been consistently doing chem,i've yet to try out practice papers and whatnots!
gosh im so tanned its disgusting!my arms are a fugly brown shade.i DO NOT like to be anything lesser than fair! so now i have on me whitening lotion,if it helps at all!
i'll be back in the sun full swing starting next week so why bother right?
wrong! being temporarily fair again is blissful...to me!
mama was off today so she dyed my hair dark brown, to get rid of -
in her words- the
unhealthy reddish brown shade on my head!
since im too lazy to keep hiding/running away whenever f tong or fatbioman ng sees me in school,i have magnanimously decided to have my original dark brown shade back.
after a levels, haha! i shall and will dye my hair whatever striking colour pleases me and noone will dissuade me otherwise!hrm!its my prerogative and human right to do whatever i please to my hair, since its growing on scalp, not yours!schools ought to undertsand this basic human right but nooo!they choose to control the young,with the pretext of keeping them under leash so that they would not go astray.rubbish!
honestly what is the harm done if a student wishes to dye his/her hair?
i can only come up with 5 pausible reasons why schools ban thus.
1) they like the monotony of their environment (eg. all brunettes)
2) colourful hair might distract the lecturer
3)they are forcing us to appreciate our natural hair colour and not 'destroy' it.
4)since this is probably implemented by some old person with no life whatsoever, he/she very probably is
balding or is
unsuccessfully treated at yun nam haircare and is thus taking revenge for their plight on innocent students who happen to have hair in abundance!
5)purely being unreasonable and ignorant of
basic human rights!
putting the hair issue aside,
physics is such a chore.
i need a tutor.
nect week is going to be hell!
Monday, December 26, 2005
i cud've sworn i wrote an entry on wednesday.but i guess twas not an up-to-standard entry and hence blogger conveniently decided to delete it.argh!
interesting day was on thursday.
had a match frm 7-9pm.
that very night lina appeared on klinik kita.hahaha!! we watched her receiving therapy on the portable ceekopek tv dila brought.mind u the bloody batteries were dying laa! it was in black n white summore.but we managed to see her! hehe...ppl showering came out especially to view her getting rubbed!
we lost the match quite expectedly coz the opponent was some pro team.the girls had so much energy i wonder where they get it from....
anws...after changing bla3...ate at the prata cafe in front of ccab.
yes camwhored abit.then had prata.
raf n nad ordered a rather exotic looking prata topped with a scoop of icecream and choco rice.looked tantalizing!!
twas already 10+pm.was getting nervous.confirm mama will kill me when i reach home!
but really...i must get used to this kinda "late-night" supper.its going to be habitual once im legally an adult.unleashed i will be. =)
so i reached home at 11.55pm.
took advantage of the fact that mama was in the bathroom.quickly changed and got onto bed.unfortunately, i was unable to trick her into believeing i was long asleep.so she entered my room momentarily and started screaming at me.and demanded i quit hockey.threatened to complain to the principal.threatened alot more.i was too exhausted to argue so for once, i just stomached what she was jabbering about. then after she was done exhausting herself,she left my room. i fell asleep soon after....
friday.did some studying.then packed and left for siti's place since mama was leaving for kl till monday night.
so here i am, back at home from a rather interesting weekend away.
Monday, December 19, 2005
loads to blog about!!
kay for starters, sunday.
went to sum aljunied wedding at hougang cc.met aysha n ameera,ibtisam,iman,nawal,noorie.
silly amal woke up late and was shagged from camp.bullshit.
i miss amal! 1 week never see her laa....until monday (=
anws....kat wedding.
the moment i stepped out of the car, saw a hot guy.whees...
went inside.salam2 ppl.then near the buffet table was where the guys congregated.haha.yes.i had a nice time queing for food.
mystery guy in black by the door was most attractive!!
then blablabla...ate alot...coz food was good...
home.was randomly moody all of a sudden.so i decided to meet up wif amal to cheer me up.so we went to siti's place together.oh yaa!thanks to amal n minnie for the pencilcase!i heart u gurls muchos!
then siti pulak masak spaghetti.YUM!
ami ali n his kids also came.so twas alot of ppl at siti's that sunday.
rushed home at 9.30pm to continue watching kkhh.
i never did cry so much for that movie as i did that night.it could be due to the disturbing environment i was in. or simply coz i've not watched that show for ages!
monday.got up early.mass dance practice.i swear i cannot do 'lets get it started'! the fancy footwork is just beyond my comprehension.i cannot master the chimness behind those 'sudden-changes-in-footwork'.
fine that done.went home tired.calf aches.and its getting worse today.i feel pain when i stand up!
wasted the entire day by sleeping.urgh!
then amal woke me up in the middle of my glorious extended nap.she had2 buy black cloth for banner-making by today.bloody brilliant.so i was forced to wake up from some nice dream i was having and accompany her.took a bus down to geylang.roamed the "shopping centres" there for the cheapest cloth shop.then searched for d.i.y. shops to get oil paint in specific yellow and orange shades.amal is mighty cerewet!!
today.again mass dance practice.learned the dhoom machale steps.i love it! coz it finally involves ass-shaking;something im more accustomed to than nasty footwork! partnered jinjie,who did his fair share of shaking.haha!funfun!!
then afters, went to city plaza wif dila,nad n azimah to get dila's vcds. since they were not available there, dila decided to brilliantly drag us to little india to hunt those ancient vcds.
so fine.firstly, got off at the stop milessss away from mustafa.hrmph.then once there, we find out they don't carry those titles.bugger.u think evergreen movies tak laku izzit?ppl like adilah still alive ok! and amazingly, i've got a good sense of direction today.haha!
k then. bought my milk sweets.mmmm....
finally after combing the entire serangoon area for the bloody vcds(yes we finally found a shop selling the godforsaken vcd,after entering about a dozen shops). my calfs were cramping so bad.so nad decided that i needed 'sus kambing'.i innocently thought twas to strenghten my bones or sth liddat, but wait! it was a lame remark, since when translated kambing=calf!!
hahaha! *cue to laff*
but indeed we had quite an adventure today.fun la k dila!despite ur lousy navigating skills.hehe.nasib i sayang u!oh then on the way home in 65, met coach n his wife.so he came over n tok2 to us until i had2 leave.
overall.a nice start to the week so far!
its just that, schools reopening abit too soon, and my gargantuan pile of homework is beginning to freak me out!
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
stop bugging me.
leave me alone.
i enjoy my solitude and peace of mind thanks.
why is this overwhelming pressure felt ,shooting out of every corner i turn to?
cloud 9 expectations.
im only human.
caught in extraordinary circumstances.
get me out of this!
its suffocating.
a futile attempt.
i know.yet, why do i pursue it as such?
i need.to clear.my mind.
free it of negativity.
sunday
i can now proudly claim to have done abit of my homework.
so i was being a good girl(who took many unnecessary breaks i must say) right uptill the moment aunty fau called.so apparently there's this arab gathering thingy at arab street.like where else would arabs congregate right?hehe.no pun intended!
anyways, twas at samar.aysha's dad claims it has a rather notorious rep.
so she couldn't go.hahaha.im so mean at times!
so yes dressed up pretty2.aunty fau picked me up along wif siti.amal ditched me.oh yes u did woman!so arrived there.
i think i can honestly like that place.nice chill-out area i must say.with the promise of many potential eye-candy.hehe.
so the beginning bit was like boring.damn boring.then makan2.then the dancing began.i
love to dance.i love gelek-ing.i wanna learn to bellydance properly after a levels! so came home only towards 1-ish.
so since i cudnt wake up for hockey next day, i ponned it.easy!
monday
aysha n vib came over.played card games.turns out that vib is really an ass.i mean it.ahaha.donkeyy!!
tuesday
checkup at skin ctr.doc was impressed.my pimples r officially gone. hence, the old me is back.exept that im tanner.grr...
wednesday
ran 16km.madness ryt.yes.i fucking agree.from tj to changi beach and back.
then went outin heels after that.man i miss sya.had mudpie at coffee bean.nice2.sat n chatted for 2hours gitu.then walked around abit n got immersed in spanish self-help books at kinokuniya. i might seriously consider taking up spanish after the big a's .see i've got many plans to occupy myself during the ultimate freedom-months.of course i plan to get a job that pays well enough for my entravagant expenditures.just today i bought an irresistible opal necklace.i swear it was calling out to me.i hadto buy it.it was
made for my exclusive wear, i just know it.gorgeousss.
and i officially have very shagged legs wic are dying to be massaged. but alas, i see no-one up to the task.mama laughed when i told her to picit me.evil indeed.she suggested summore i help her to chores.nonsense!
im off to bed.
Saturday, December 10, 2005
crimson tide has arrived.bringing with it disastrous side effects.
lovely coded term coined by sya.ingenious really!!
yesterday had once of the worse-ever cramp.
literally rendered me useless the entire day after training. it began attacking me from the moment i came outta the shower.
couldn't get sleep half the night due to the insane cramping in progress.i bloody mean the entire night.
i even tried reading up my maths notes to get my mind to focus on something else, heck even tried reading a book...but noooo!! my mind simply refuses to register anything besides the gargantuan amount of pain i was experiencing.
today tried taking painkillers.i swear they are not very effective. or maybe this long-time-no-see cramps is simply too strong and smart for the painkillers to fight down.
bugger.like i couldn't move an inch out of bed for a third of the day w/o writhing in agony thereafter.
ooo i feel new waves of agony coming my way.guess its gonna be a rough sleepless night again.im gonna get fugly dark circles under my lovely brown eyes ,or worse, eyebags at this rate! urghhh!!
pms comes as a 'bonus' in addition to the pain.
horribly sappy plus snappy the entire day.
and i've got weird cravings for foodstuffs.
and to watch a movie that will make me cry truckloads.hrm.
welcome to the life of a girl-not-yet-a-woman.
Friday, December 09, 2005
GUYS ARE THE BIGGEST
JERKS OF THE UNIVERSE.
there you go.with that statement, i've managed to offend every guy who reads this blog.honestly, i couldn't care less. i don't give a rats ass what you
guys think.oh wait, can you even afford to think without the existence of a brain??definitely something worth pondering over....NOT!coz guys are simply a waste of time.yes.they are.
lemme see.my life has indeed been made very difficult since an early age(think 2yrs old)...why? its easy.mom gets married to a
guy andden tadah! i arrive. what does the
guy do? make life living hell for her.details shall not be elaborated.screw the fact im talking about my dad. im old enough to have my own opinions about such so-called delicate matters.
then comes another
guy, stepdad. what does he do?
separates my mum from her family.
actually, don't even get me started on what damage he has already done to the once close-knit family. i can remember the extent of damage clearly as it progressively occured throughout my crucial growing up years of 12 till now.and personally, i hate him. for more than a million reasons.
though abuse was not practised in both cases, i've got ample experience with both men to say this out . guys should just disappear from the surface of this world.literally.
what suddenly inspired me to blog about such things?
well, for starters...lets just say i've been disillusioned.
maybe its just the pms typing this away.wtv.
today spurred this guy-hating entry.
im in too much angst and this is the perfecto channel to let it all out.
ARGH!
Thursday, December 08, 2005
began monday with a 2 day job attachment at alexandra hospital. there were only 3 ppl posted there--me,peiwen n zafir.
so i had2 haul myself out of bed at 6am and surprisingly, i was even 30mins early for both the days.so i had a chance to have breakfast b4 "working".
so got name taggies frm the admin n had2 sigh this secrecy kinda form. felt so grown up.haha.
first, was posted to xray1,where they did boring xrays of bone density or wtv shit that was. luckily there was a nanyang poly radiography student i made fast friends with...so i spent 4 meaningful hours chatting away with my new found friend!alas i've got good company!
then lunch.so
someone(obviously not me!) suggested the hawker ctr coz its cheaper than the hospital canteen food.ok.so after walking a considerable distance--up and down the overhead bridge, we see a totally non-halal hawker ctr. but bearing in mind we're in singapore, there must be another food ctr sumwhere right, so yea we walked summore, and then tadaah! one malay stall found.so we settled ourselves there. then it started pouring heavily!then the hour we're supposed to report back to the hospital for our attachment to the next department draws nearer...2pm...2.05pm..2.10pm! offically 10mins late.so we decided to walk back the long sheltered way. then of coz kena abit of heavy drizzle.bah!
so next up, was MRI scan room. that was way cool! the guy there was talking to me for 2hours straight.very nice humurous guy! then the ang moh doc there was nice too! so yes day1 saw many friendly new personalities.
day2
was rather shagged despite having 8hours of sleep.again was 30min early--like for twice in my life i'm actually extremely punctual!first up, ultrasound!sounds cool right...
wrong!! ultrasound at alexandra is mainly done for the kidneys,liver..basically boring organs.not like for pregnant women...coz the hospital apparently caters alot to the
aging citizens.so i had
zero goodlooking people to look at!story of my life...
then i took like 3 self declared breaks coz the sonographer said she was very busy that day and that i could take breaks,she won't mind! i guess she knows her job basically sucks laa!took a walk to the pretty fountain i saw.got wara to keep me company for abit on the phone.
then blablabla...lunched at delifrance.
then had ct scan attachment till 4.30pm.ct scan has gotta be the second boringest xray type. or perhaps, i just can't appreciate the jibberish images that appear on the monitor and have radiographers claiming to see a cis formation in the pancreas, gall bladder, kidney--when i see naught!!
so i do not possess the
sight! how harry potter-ish.hehe.
then thats basically the end of my hospital attachment.i refuse to divulge any further information.coz im lazy to type.and only my close friends deserve to know alot more.
wednesday
had2 wake up early once again for hockey trg. i was rather high during trg coz i was at a point beyond exhaustion i guess.or maybe coz coach said " eh arab! u have improved alot!" hahaha! smiles smiles!! then went lunch at kfc with dila,lina n kas.went home, napped.watched miss world asia pacific voting.
today
woke up early--yes once again!
met aysha,hanisah,wara n vib to study at vj. as usual we can never get much studying done when its the group of us!b4 studying, we had a few rounds of bridge at the treehouse. its soo cool to have a treehouse in school! so windy lagi...aaah!! basically had whole lot of lucky hands at bridge till the final game i lost.haha.there were discussions about playing pool after we study, but i resisted temptation and decided very firmly we must study,no pool! behold good fai!
then lunched at banquet.then rotted for 2hrs at starbucks at mpcc, until the golden hour of 5pm--whereby the good people at starbucks were giving free coffee away! any flavour of ur choice! ape lagi...so we sat there and talked and talked and talked then i bought a yummylicious choco muffin.
so i had a free sample of toffeenut cappucino before the actual frappucino mocha i had. we camwhored abit at starbucks, oblivious to people looking at us. oh n the us is now;me aysha n hanisah only! then sat awhile longer n left at 6pm. 15-ed with aysha and reached home b4 mama. im so efficient! nice day. tmr got beach run for hockey. then we girls are gonna play2 in the sea.so shiokkk!! ahh...a nice week indeed! =)
Thursday, December 01, 2005
woke up only after 13 hours of sleep.
maybe its the effect of too much sleep
im randomly upset today.
i tear at sappy lyrics right now.
what is wrong with me?
i don't like crying.
it makes me feel weak.
im a strong person.
i do not like others to see when i cry.
thats why im rarely seen not smiling/frowning or wtv else expression.
just not crying.
argh!
wara's birthday celebration.
so aysha woke me up from my glorious sleep at 7.15am.then since she sounded sleepy as well, we decided to delay the meeting time abit.so finally dragged myself outta bed at 8am. ok not really.then tossed about in bed for another half hour before deciding twas really time to get up.haha.lazy me.
met aysha n wara at 10am in the end at vj busstop.
got a sandwich from 7-11 then headed for east coast.
reached there in 10mins.then quickly laid down the mat and began applying sunblock/suntan lotion. naturally i applied sunBLOCK!
then ran into the sea. gosh i miss playing in the sea.sooo much fun!! we were in there for 4hours. yea we camwhored alott alott andden gave each other rides and me and aysha acted all lesbianish and vib and wara tried separating us! oh btw...wara claims to have seen the moon when it was noon! and aysha's also known as dishan or otherwise shithead.haha.for details so as to why she's called shithead, ask me,wara or better still aysha's mum!
apparently i can float in the water provided i relax.no wonder i also take a head-first plunge into the water when i attempt,coz im nervous!haha.clear my mind of all thoughts.thats the key.
oh ya! halfway in the sea, vib came and brought wara's birthday cake.then we ate at first and then i began teh caking-each-other session.me and wara's caking each other action was video-ed by aysha.haha.in the end, everyone of us got caked.hehehe.but twas really super fun!
cleaned ourselves up in the sea.
then played on till 2pm.then the sun finally came up.
had a round of bridge b4 vib decided we were getting violently roasted and therefore, we bathed while crazy wara n aysha stayed on to tan! they're so yellow they need a healthy glow to their skin i swear! esp aysha,miss lembek of the century!hahaha!!
it was rather easy keeping someone's arrival later at 3pm a secret from aysha.though she did ask y we were being secretive.so i fabriated a story about how i always wanted to see vib's ben.and she believed it till the moment i brought her to the fountain area depan komalas andden she got the pleasantest surprise of 3months!=) sooo sweeeet!!
then after she left, we walked abit and voila! a row of small shops! i ended up buying a nice skirt and a [pair of aasidas shorts! very worth it! total: $20. end result: im dead broke. im a miser now i dun gif a damn!
so ya.after that we rented bicycles for an hour,decided not to meet aysha n play pool.private moments are needed.heh.
my ass is aching from the ride.ouch ouch ouch. actually, my whole body is reeling from the effects of a super fun yet tiring day. a day well spent with my best friends.incredibly amazing fun and purely memorable!!
while walking back from east coast, i swear me n vib were acting like drunkards. and wara was surprisingly acting sane.haha. i bet the fries we ate were spiked! or we were acting out of tiredness!haha!
i got tanned big time w/o realising it till i looked into the mirror at home.boy was i shocked! mama said i looked like a bangla.eeeeewww.....
i wanna hibernate.then only face people when im my fair self again.im so dark i dun recognise myself anymore.applying whitening moisturiser for precaution sake.
oh and wara just smsed saying she had a gr8 time!! well...once again, happy birthday darling! i heart u!
