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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

upon hitting big 17....i've decided to do some self-reflection about my life thus far.i admit to being pampered by practically everyone surrounding me.my grandma who prizes me above the rest,my aunts and uncles are almost likewise plus my parents(mama n daddy), who have not yet said no to me besides given me very limited freedom. dads more laxed bt that thou.so mama is basically the one im angry with when she refuses to let me out the house. and at perfectly decent going-out hours!!grr...
nevertheless....i appreciate every single one of them in my life!!
siti(gma) for instance is living proof of the fact that i am yet to be denied something.
today i casually called her up and started telling her how much i missed the spring chicken sold at the coffeeshop near her house.at first she was like 'u come over if u want chicken.not met me for so long!' then i told her i was joking...then blablabla...
so when i came home...soon after she called me up and told me ribut was already on the way with the chicken!!how cool is that?!? i ate half of it as soon as i woke up from my ah 2 hour 'nap'.
i guess i really must blanja her sumtym soon as she has hinted several times....

enuf of reflections.yea its very brief. i suddenly outgrew the strong emotions i was having scarcely minutes ago.hence proving again how fickle i am. sya once said she worries if i will ever settle for any guy at this rate.hehe!!

today.went back to tkgs despite being very reluctant to perform at first. i enjoyed myself muchos.met up with olf pals....the performance well...dint go too bad...except that us at the back row were laughing at the mic being passed down our row...none of us knew how to sing see!!hehe....
then saw vibby n aysha...and hanis and yu ching and many many others!! juniors coming to make life more happening in tj include mariam n my darling nadia!! yes we're gonna haf a blast next year cheering out lungs out!!

then took like a million pics and did the tk cheer wif 'gusto'!! haha...met old teachers who actually remembered me!! wheees
then when it came to cikgu zain...i kinda urm...exposed aysha's hmt grade to him! then he said ' oh awak eh yang dapat E8?'
she was putting up a good struggle not to see him but oh yes! im sucha a genius...purposely called her over to my side when i knew he was around! haha!!! ok i da blanja u apple juice....i was just being honest really!!
and i learnt sth new.hanis is VERY strong. do not mess with her pinches....shucks sakittt!
now sha calls me 'brilliant bugger' nyaha...jealous soul!why don't u start blogging as well huh? =P

moving along... i bought the kaya toast to simply relive those recess times.still very nice!! how nostalgic a simple piece of toast can be....
then parkwayed with the whole gang and settled to eat at swensens...sundae only. just as we were about to order....time for me to head back to school coz of sum supposedly compulsory seminar for yr 1s. im gg to strangle the basketcase who told me its compulsory. for one thing...almost 1/4 of the yr 1 cohort...maybe even close to half....pon school!! or simply dint turn up for the seminar. its about singapore's defence system. actually i do not regret going coz of the visually appealing 2LT ,an ex-tjcian,giving part of what would seem a rather boring talk. he's damn cute la!! i was gushing bt him from the moment he started his presentation!! too bad he isn't tall but heck that! he's cute!!!ahhhhh!! owing to the fact that my eyecandy was abit far...i had to be content with what i see in front of me. hell i was very contented actually.hehe....not that i've stopped liking -him- or anything.
actually we did not talk much at all this week. i mean twas more looking than talking. its not as though he making a giant effort to initiate anything anyways.i hate this.
syuhada also thinks he's very cute. so we gushed. outside the toilets.typical stuff gurls do.hehe
but dammit i wanted to back to school early so that i could well...see -ahem-
but my friends being such darlings...din't allow me to go!! but yea...i do not regret staying back in tk.its like ur back at home or sth....spending such an important phase of my life there...i naturally am attached to it!!the sea of green...miss it!!
had our last hockey trg yest. i enjoyed it!! after deciding to get into the game after awhile.and my new stick plusss my hot pink ball simply rocks!! i loves its muchos.
running with shinpads felt ticklish and uncomfy at first but i guess i'll get used to them =)
for now...im going to watch charmed. and then tmr...i shall study abit.and go out with sya.i miss her soo much! how long has it been since i last saw her?? oh n on saturday got hockey trg...sth liddat.... at 7 friggin AM.*mind thinks of the company and smiles*

song of the moment: ciara--and i
[verse 1]I dont need me a basketball player
All I need is somebody thats down for me
And he dont have to have money
His love is just like honey
Its so sweet to me
He can have everything in this world
But he sacraficied it all for me
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real
[Chorus]
And IKnow that he wont break my heart
And IKnow that we wont ever part
Its time, time for us to settle down
And IWanna be with him forever
[verse 2]They can say that I am crazy
For makin him mah baby
But that's how it's gone be
See I done been through many changes
But this one I aint changing
It's gon' stay the same
I can have everything in this world
But I'll sacrafice it all for him
And I made up my mind
Im in love this time
And it feels so real
[Chorus][bridge]I love you
And all of the things that you do
Oh baby pleaseI need you (I need you)
So believe me (I do)I do (oOoOOo)
Cause I love you (I love you)
And every lil thing baby (you do)
No no OoO whooOooa OooOo
They don't know how I feel
Cause I know this is real[Chorus 2x]

fai grooved* 8:28 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005

im totally positively the happiest i've been in a long while. feel sooo loved. first mama came in nearly 12am and brought a HUGE CHOCOLATE CAKE into my room and wished me a happy birthday! then come 12am till late afternoon...and still continuing....birthday wishes via sms and msn and whatever means else...my hp inbox is flooded!! and my friends in school....well i couldn't stop being radiant as atiqah cleverly puts it!! hugs here...there...everywhere!! lina and meihui...thank u muchos for the pencil box(yea i noe i needed a replacement badly!!) and lina....gurl that estee lauder pure pops lip gloss has been sth i've lusted after secretly for quite some time now!!i kant believe u gave it to me!!! and the other lil goodies u added in.....LOVE U!!left me speechless there....and of course biyi for the wayyy cool cd which got me grinding the whole day instead of mugging bio as i ought to be! and of course...nat for the lovely pink rose!! which unfortunately is dying at this very moment due to my lack of expertise when it comes to keeping flowers alive!!and everyone else who made my birthday special....thank U ALL!! u guys rock!!

fai grooved* 9:11 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005

i've been listening to arabian songs practically the whole weekend!! getting truer to ur roots eh fai??
for instance..i totally m in love wif 'ana a'ayesh' by amr diab. the guy's sucha genius. and he looks good in the music video. thou he might b plumpish-looking in real life...mayb he went on e diet for the video!!
anyhoos...been dancing alot lately to combat stress or any other undesirable emotions that engulfs my being.working towards the ideal flat tummy!
mums out as ususal...went to jb to buy train tix for her sept kl trip! that means.....i'll get a whole free weekend to myself! hoorah!!
supposed to go wif amal and buy the hockey stick today....but obviously madam protective felt that it was unsafe for me to go to peninsula shooping ctr since many foreign workers loiter there. however much i acknowledge the fact that i am pretty...i refuse to believe anyone of them will try to act forward in public! when thousands of other onlookers are around.pluss...i was going to be with amal for gods sake! but noooo.....i gotta stay locked up at home!!
it is at times like this that i feel no better off than the teenage girls in saudi...practically not much freedom at all from what i've read.*shudders*

awedouny sounds equally nice too! yea i know im sidetracking but the fact that amr diab is an extremely talented singer ought to be made known!so fine i dun understand a word he's uttering but if its audially pleasing....fine by me! to think i flunked my arabic back in those weekend-madrasah-days of mine!haha...shud've attempted to learn sth at least.....
i plan to take up a third language during the hols...or maybe after 'a' levels...so thats long-term planning yeah....
french?spanish? or....arabic?
french is totally sexxxy. spanish....totally mysterious...arabic? utterly useful for future dealing...hehe

ryt.im going to start typing out my EOM b4 its too late to revise biology.still got transport to memorise.shucks.

fai grooved* 4:10 PM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

having the bio blues the whole day....studying DNA n whatnots that comes under that topic.urgh.soo much to know. so limited brain capacity.only at this moment.
coz alots on my mind right now.

the week started off disappointing but proceeded on well. oh very well indeed come mid-week. ahha.the JOY!! minor progresses shall be credited on my part.
i aced curve sketching.passed maths well enough. after all the time trying to fathom the relevance n absurdity of curve skecthings...i mastered it!!* pats shoulder*

*bites nails* i have yet to find a concrete material to evaluate and analyse. EOM submission is by monday....hey! that's 29 AUGUST!! ring any bells??
well....thats my friggin birthday!!!

to commemorate the occasion, the biology department of temasek junior college presents me with...a bio test on DNA & Co. and transport in plants!!
how. brilliant! an inspired birthday gift honestly! its utterly unique! uniquely assholic and deliberate! thats their way of preventing me from celebrating the day i came to earth. so im supposed to go home rightaway after school, mug thru the day n night in preparation for the worst the next day....
i'll forever cherish this belated gift given.

ok...was sick on thursday and friday. almost lost my voice and im very sure i was croaking throughout the day! seems like my weekly flu routine is coming back....shucks!!

thursday...went over to delta to watch sum hockey matches. korean girl hockers are mighty fit and darn tall. im jealous of their bods.hrmph!!
ooh....when i was taking the train home at 7pm....i saw the love-of-hanisah's-yr1-life going down the escalator,making his way to the complex. she misses him so! dun worry ya sweetie...u haf the 'other lookalike' to ease ur daily agonies.hehe....

friday...yesterday....had only two lessons...by right one bio lecture only...but of course...mr chong just had to take over our free first period and convert it to a tutorial with him!bugger! anyhoos....woke up late due to the strong medication the previous night which completely knocked me off almost instantly! its amazing the effects of a tiny winy yellow pill,probably at the most 1mm in width....can have on the body. almost restored me to full health! incredible....hence another reason to appreciate biotech! bleah....

so cam ein late for bio lecture and then...the concert.basically boring! yea....except for the club and of course!! the SC gave us a preview of the new mass dance. its 'dhoom machale' by tata young!! very dancy and shaking ass-ish and ...bhagra like!! omg i like i like!!! i wanna learn it too!!
so ya...after getting all hyped up...we hadto do the usual mass dances...90% of which i have yet to master!loli seemed to have troubles of his own in some far corner!! haha.....at least someone else is in the same league as i am...

then rotted at the mcs room while waiting for 12.45pm to come. played abit of caram....a total newbie to the game! and i learnt what congkak is too! still kant figure out how to play it thou...
back to caram.its nothing..lemme repeat...nothing like pool!! i'd rather strike with a cue in my hands then flicking my finger all the time...

met aysha n wara first in the bus.then at parkway...met lynette n wenny n athene! then sampled mooncakes at bengawan solo without any real intentions to buy them! daha....
then met hanisah at bedok and accompanied her at kfc....so did quite abit of updating...yakyakyak...then finally arnd 4+....headed home. was soo tired by then....and slept by 8pm!

oh fuck! im now behind time for bio!!shit...got 10 more pages to go for dna!! okays...mor updates laterrr

fai grooved* 11:04 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

i din't exactly get to blog about the meaty bit of things yesterday due to severe emotional disturbances courtesy of my extremely paranoid mother.anyhoos... day went about fine...then had hockey after school. so i got injured again. whats new. thank goodness we've settled on shinguards coz i seem to be very injury-prone and i absolutely refuse to risk getting fugly legs. the shinguards are apparently dual-functioned. also prevents ankles from getting sprained.the more protection it offers me, the better!! the aunty serving us was very nice indeed. i mean anyone who can tolerate my fickle-mindedness ought to be awarded the Nobel Prize. she also gave us discounts wherever possible.i like!! so met amal at the shop and i was still debating with myself whether or not to get the hott pink stick. i mean pink is soooo me! i simply cannot describe it but black is abit common.the cons are that a mistake is easily spotted with an ostantatious-coloured stick. so muni,aysha,amal and whoever else privilleged enough to see the stick thinks i should buy it!no hesitations.....do i lack inner-confidence? or maybe i care about how others might think im attention-seeking since i dare parade around with a pink stick! heck....since when do i even contemplate what others think about me! as long as im happy and comfortable with my selection it should damn well be ok! if anyone here is jealous or have negative comments about me having a pink stick...im sorry to break it to ya but dun blame me for ur lack of self-confidence! and exactly y im getting defensive here is also unknown to me! alright...enough of side-tracking here. so yes hockey...was training in the fucking hott sun! i would have eliminated the use of 'fucking' here since its merely describing the state of heat...but to get my point across....it was prolly 40 degree celsius or sth! kept having water breaks coz we were getting dehydrated very fast!and then just when we were abt to start a game...bam! i got hit. mrs lam scared me with her theories about me having sum sort of fracture...heline ot sth liddat. also she said i might have to be sent to the A&E if my pain worsened in the night! how comforting indeed!! so relaxed wif lina who got super worked up when i got injured once again!haha...mummy mummy!! ur sucha darlinggg!!!! ok so headed for leandra's SECOND house at villa marina at siglap. 12-ed with tanvee to the place. its a gorgeous area of private apartments. especially those facing the rather gargantuan pool! the multipurpose hall was facing the pool below it and the setting is indeed a sight to behold! go check it out sumtime. i will demand that i get to use the pool if i go there again. this time in daylight! omg i never realised how much i missed 4/2!! we're a totally a bonded class and even after all these months....i've got zero problems talking to everyone! its as though the separation never took place. they had 6 canadian pizzas delivered and the place was super noisy. everyone having a good time.there was the bridge table and ppl watching smallville and ppl simply going around taking pictures and stuff liddat! too bad we dint exactly had many hours coz it was soon time to start leaving before over-protective parents start getting mad at them.wanjie made a very touching speech and dammit im gonna miss her! so hugs all around and took more pics before leaving around 9.30pm. ....felt just like the old times again! us girls having a ball of a time with ourselves...i really hope we have another gathering like that after promos. till then the mugger starts mugging slowly...hehe

fai grooved* 9:00 PM

Friday, August 19, 2005

fuck everything right now! i juz want to lead a normal life. bretahe normally, without giving a damn to the so called obligation n duty i supposedly have to my control-freak mum. she needs to be aware that im going to be 17 in 10 days time....and im not in any state of dire need of her overflowing attention. her paranoia level concerning my whereabouts freaks the hell outta me and pisses me off big time. so can u learn to trust your daughter? i might have given u reasons not to...thats only coz ur being too dictative when it comes to giving me my own space. i feel as though im under stalin's rule when im right at home. but you see....some argue that stalin's reign brought some stability into russia. the same goes for my mum.fine....she made me abit homey n not a wild cat.
she brings a new meaning and level to the term paranoia and at this point of time when im all worked up and thoroughly fucking pissed off...sincerely i dun gif a fuckshit about my language here.

urgh.i need to sleep. this could have been a nightmare i dreamed up after all. i.need.to calm down.BADLY.

fai grooved* 11:06 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

ryt.so i realised i've been rather stagnant when it comes to blogging.could it be the rush of excitement that my birthday is drawing closer and i'll be hott 17 soon?hehe....

been busy with the usual school stuffs...met up wif the trio today.lina obviously has put my super clear camera to good use huh gurl? *winkz*

and yess.....im currently the very proud owner of a NOKIA 3230!!
its 1.3 mega pixel cam is fucking clear!! plus its got loads of other features wic are soooo cool! ok i might sound jakun-ish here but i was nowhere near as jakun as aysha n hanisah when they saw my hp!! =)

today was mega stressified day. had gp compre test n was totally unfocused. n maths tutorial on totally unfathomable curve sketchings!! oh btw...ran 2.4km in 13.51mins. im happy!!whees!!
still gotta work on passing my standing broad jump...its pathetic. i mean seriously y test our ability or in my case...inability to jump an impossibly great distance. fine...so im blessed with weaker than normal leg muscles n im afraid i would fall during my "flight". so u don't force me to jump.thats a big NO NO!!buggers...that bit of info simply seems to bounce off those unpenetrable skulls of the pe teachers!!!

i realise that promos is drawing extremely near and ok....im not making much effort to mug! darn....whatever happened to those self promises?!?!
i want to take s papers....but at the rate im going....i sud just kiss them goodbye! no.....i won't gif up prematurely!

ok im tired. going to do abit of tutorials...
nite-o

fai grooved* 8:50 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

slept at an insane hour of 1am when i knew i hadto drag myself out of bed by 5am latest. had amal to sleepover with me at siti's place yest nite.she's such a helpful cousin....rendering her hair straightening services whenever i need them the most! budden again....we're even now after the number of favours i did ya today. alah....all that doesn't count. oriteys....so yest went to sarpino's pizzeria with siti at eastpoint. pigged out on rather tasty classico italiano pizza. its my personal believe that they are much more geenrous with their toppings then any other pizzeria around. for every small bit of pizza i cut out....the ratio of bread to topping is probably like 1:200. fine im a pro exaggerator!! ate loads yesterday and successfully bought hairpins for the big performance today!

so dadadada....today woke up at 5am exactly. slept fitfully...mebbe coz i was nervous.hehe....nerves....sheesh. while amal slept like the dead beside me! bleah...

okays...so 5am. prepared myself and met ain at 6am. taxi-ed to school....then found out there were make -up artists hired . at first i was quite apprehensive about the level of professionalism...turns out they are 'mak andams'. hah...so decided to trust them abit more. i mean they would probably have been out of the pengantin business had they destroyed any faces. ok so as usual they said i was pretty...im getting that alot lately.hehe.....
was traumatiseed at first when i saw the colour applied to my lips....shocking red. like super duper kinda red RED!! was quite pissed and more than abit freaked out. managed to wipe off quite alot until there was only a slight trace of red. hrmph.

so then time passed by extremely fast in the morning...before i knew it...i was escorting the principal to her seat and i was rushing backstage. the dance ended as soon as it begun for me. weird. anyhoos....was generally happy with the overall performance.

then rotted away at the mcs room.was funness. was having like this sing along session to rnb hits and twas almost like a mini disco environment.hehe....
then took loads of photos. was a camwhore.heh. bimbotic poses.u name it.i took it. and naddie's inventive jumping shots.waha.

basically i can't exactly describe some stuff that happened. ok im being lazy suddenly. tmr shall finish updating.nightos

fai grooved* 7:58 PM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

im beginning to believe the monthly predictions of magazines. " a new intimacy" says cleo mag.
well....exactly that has been happening...

thursday....a weird hectic day for me.
had the usual draggy lessons and suddenly....right after stepped out of the it lab, i felt uneasy.the day was granted cold coz it was raining heavily. but i kept shivering nonstop for some good 45mins. even the makcik at the stall gave me free hot soup coz i was deathly pale. i couldn't even eat my lunch proplerly with my teeth chattering endlessly. i was soooo cold my fingernails were turning purple.lina was super panicked coz by then, it was obvious i was getting seriously sick.she rushed about asing around for a jacket. my fingertips were icy cold by then and i was simply hugging myself in hope of some warmth. we decided to get out of school and try buying me a jacket. then met a few ppl at the hawker ctr and 'he' was rather concerned when he saw me in that state.kept getting suggestions to drink hot tea or dessert la.lina was nicknamed "mummy" from that moment onwards.haha...
luckily....after lina forced some hot mashed potato frm 7-eleven down my throat...i felt slightly better. got a super good deal at bedok interchange..bought a rather nice sweater for only $5. then we went over her gma's place and rotted abit there hile waiting for the sudden donpour to subside and her brother to bring over her long pants for tarian later.
went back to school only at 4pm. dats 3hours away from school.we both agreed that was one of the most eventful days we've had. she got her icecream from kfc on the way back. and yes he looked as if he wanted to ask me whether i was ok when he saw me back in skl but then again...
haiz...had fun as per usual at tarian though initially i thought i was beginning to feel cold again! by then, she really wanted to drag me to the doctor i could tell...haha! im very stubborn. very.
so blablabla....he was concerned and all..so im happy.for now.


friday. so din't see that much of him during school hours.but after is a different matter.
i swear he looked sooo good!! and yes there was conversation initiated on his part as well as calling me out.fai is once again a very happy person. what more with the promise of a weekend full of personal freedom now that her moms outta town! whooowees!!

then comes saturday. had hockey at delta. got a slight knee injury. couldn't walk properly for sometime...then gradually as i forced myself to walk, i could eventually. cacat no more!!yesterday was a ratehr emotionally filled practice. with tears shed and matters straightened out. im happy all is going to be well. and then i felt so embarassed when everyone was staring as i was helped up the stairs. a certain gesture was much appreciated.oh yes... and thanks goes out to lina and adilah and tanvi who were helping me when i cudn't move as per normal. and zafir who kindly brought home our hockey sticks for e 3 of us by stuffing them into his gigantic gladiator suit' bag !!

so after hockey, e n lina changed and headed for our cip at the national day carnival at marina bay. my first time there n i swear we were soo lost!
only started cip officially at 5pm,after a successfl scouting around for a place selling cheap drinks. in the end, bought a large bottle of 100 plus tangy tangerine flavoured. i've gotta mention this drink coz its rather meaningful to lina.hehe....
then we found a toilet at the AIRCONDITIONED bowling alley. i was in dire need of aircon after hours on my feet in the hot sun. then we slowly headed back to the stall where we would be promoting sausages for sum project coza to help sum iranian kids. at first me n lina had the board and i have never been rejected as many times as i was yesterday. to think of it...i've never been rejected before.haha. ppl kept rejecting my polite offers at promoting those sausages. at first me n lina thought we would definitely be bored to death but then...luckily we had a new sidekick to help usdavid, while we offered samples of the sausages instead while he paraded about wearing the promotion boards.and he kept targetting small kids. but the company was nevertheless much appreciated coz we had fun!! made a few friends yesterday. apparently we were helping out SMU students. how fascinating..and we were mistook as one of them initially. wahh....matured looking sia both of us! and eventually, the dj began to play more up-to-date and more hip and lovey-dovey songs. then our shift ended at 7pm. we walked about while i bought 2 sausages myself to eat after being tempted by the samples i was handing out. and i had a grand total of 4 small cups of pepsi light yesterday. and we watched a man eating fire yesterday,a clown juggling pins as well as some hot indian drummers,more like one exceptionally tall and hottt drummer who had -phew- spiked hair. then we talked and hung out at the bridge by the 2 lakes. it was sooo nice to just be there n talk and fantacizing,and we kept going to the two sides of the bridge as both offered different spectacular views. both of us agreed to have double dates and we damn wanted someone special 2 be with each of us yesterday.such a romantic evening it seemed as we saw many couples. then...bam...our attention wascaught by the fireworks being fired some distance from us. so we both ran throught mud and tall grass like two crazy jakuns and finally we reached the bay opposite where the fireworks were being launched. it was such a magnificent display. we were both ooohing and ahh-ing at the display. we took many pictures n lina videoed bits of the fireworks. it was a night and walk we would never forget. and then after about 15mins of fireworks....we walked about and prap called. met up with her n aqil who had kindly saved us both pizzas. met david n josh again. then we talked abit then the couple left for the free movie screening. their day was more eventful tehn our mayhaps coz they got onto the tanker and played all sorts of games n got loads of freebies. grr...
but me n lina had fun to the max as well. i was shepherding her like a mother hen as we squeezed our way into the shuttle bus back to the mrt station. people were going home in the thousands and tis is no exaggeration. then we took a mrt back home....contented with the day we had.reflecting on the different sorts of emotions fekt during the course of the day.. taht would be from 7.3amtill 1pm for both of us yesterday. i will not easily forget yesterday and the helloads of fun i had...sum of which i kant even begin to describe. needless to say... me n lina are going t be friends for life.
as soon as i remember more details of yesterday..shall blog abt it. for now..tata

fai grooved* 12:20 PM

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

as i begin to adjust to the hectic and demanding life of a college student, i begin to wonder if i'm cheated of otherwise precious time, by getting involve in activities.
it feels like this endless stream of programmes predetermined for me, without much acknowledgement on my part.
am i totally diverting myself from the main aim of my college education, that is to land me where i want to be....more like what i aspire to be? i question myself day in and out about the importance of constant revision, but i find that next to impossible what with all the fun i could be having if i were not mugging my heads off!
life is ironic. more cruel than ironic actually. we rarely get what we dream of and surprisingly sometimes, the unexpected isn't all bitter medicine-ish.
so does that mean its okay if i dun get to where i dream of being in the future?
im confusing myself more than sorting out my priorities.

anws....enuff of self reflection. back to my daily affairs.
yest had tarian after skl...of course i shan't blog bt lessons coz there's really nothing exciting to share.came home and still managed to revise chem abit b4 drowsiness got the better of me!
proud fai is of herself! =)

today...school ended at 3...then had trian till nearly 6. then hockeyed till nearly 8pm!
am i busy or what?!?
determined to revise chem again b4 i doze off....once again, im cheated of time. time should just come to a standstill at crucial times such as this!

and honestly...i had better-than-usual progress at creating talk today. ahah! suddenly this overwhelming amount of courage sweeps into me and poof! yesyes....im happy to note and be informed of glances stolen my way. ..such informatyive friends...more lyk spies actually..heh...

tmr apparently is the intensive tarian practice, starting at 3.30pm till goodness knows when!
oooh....and tmr i'll see much more of he-who-shall-not-be-named. hoorays! luck is just rushing my way...maybe its about time too!=)

okays...shall attempt to revise now....
potato chips get boring afetr some time.hmm...odd!
my taste buds are definitely going through puberty..haha...funny thought.
ryt...a parting joke i came up with. mind u its utterly lame!!

qn: what is a 'gene' (pronounced jin)
ans: hantu!

haha....nitey-o!

phrase of the week: "haf u lost your marbles?"
song of the moment: " slow jam--twista ft kanye west"

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