Saturday, April 30, 2005
had a fab day!nyaha......was like 1hr late for swing dance practice...stoopid alarm clock not bloody ringing!grr....
then...had tarian till 12pm."apple"was being her bossy self n was extraly annoying n pissing me off like nobodys business !she was getting more n more on my nerves as the seconds ticked away....so u can imagine how frustrated i m wif her!ARGH! putting aside such unpleasant personalities,i had a nice time stealing glances at "lolly"hahax!!i m contented!butt....the conservative part HAS to go!its the only thing...ok not the only thing...but one of the contributing factors that make him appear 'less appealing' at times....haish...
went over to lina's hse to change n her mum gave me the dior addict ultrashine lipgloss/lipstick!wooooweeee!tanx a bunch! =)
basically maked-up and the works...then left for school to erm...fetch dilz...butt her 'sketsa' did not end until 4pm,so lin n me rotted away for one damn hour in the canteen....how.marvellous.
then went to wisma n walked abit...more like window shopped la....i hadto leave at like 5.15pm.was in town for a pathetic 30mins.my life is sad depressing at times!tsktsk....
ok...went home...got changed and again went out to the airport to send siti/ama nina/ami dolah to the airport.they're holidaying at the France,the french riveira(god i m SOOO jealous!!!) and Switzerland! gosh i wish i cud tag along!!!for 3 friggin weeks.....ahhh.....
b4 they departured....went to the islamic rest at e basement to makan....and then it was there that my eyes happened to settle on an
EXTREMELY HOTT CREATION OF MOTHER NATURE! HE WAS A WALKING BREATHING HOTTIE I SWEAR! he was almost as hotttt as mr. yellow shirt guy at sum wedding function i attended...i realise that i notice such 'specimens' that render me speechless n make me go weak n wobbly everywhere whenever im wif amal!how very interesting.....im rather positive he's arab or mixed blood...ooh diz mixd ppl darn gd looking!! living example:yours truly.heh.
aminah cleverly observed i was purposely walking to n fro the order counter to the tables to urm....get his attn?!?(heyy!im being a helpful member of the family by ensuring everyone got wad they ordered kayz!!) andd.....both amal n min saw him checking me out!yayness!hes working at the airport for sure.....he was in sum security guard like uni butt...he was carrying a neon yellow vest thingy wif him...so i can't exactly put my finger on his exact job nature! the airport is such a fantastic place to sightsee!
n both were being darlingss at the table...min exchaned seats wif me so dat i was facing him!gr8 cuzzie u r dude!if i want a parttime job...i'd get one at the airport!hehe!
to wrap up my day in a few words:positively lovely!destressing too!
Friday, April 29, 2005
yes i can't quite recall ever taking any test without feeling confident and rather well-prepared.
butt...todays bio test made me feel exactly the oppsite of all that!as long as i pass...i'll be thankful!
gema practices r becoming unbearable! till 10pm yest....and i keep screwing up my tarian steps...no...the positions i mean!steps r rather fine! urghhhh...ok enuf of unpleasant demoralising news!
went to support da guys hockey game at dsc 2dae...tj has an eXXXtremely horrendous n shocking support attendance!i mean if it was a vj game...u wud see the prosthetic hands waving in the air and cheering soo loud u're afraid it mite bring the roof down!
it was like....---silence-- when they were playing!zero and lemme repeat
ZERO cheering,moral support given,etc.pathetic sad state the enthusiasm in tj!!
luckily we reached just in time for the last 10mins of the game...after a rendezvous $12 ride in the lousy cab!im very sure the driver cheated us of 3 bucks coz he was taking us alll over tanglin area....passed by many undiscovered and unheard of streets of singapore....suddenly the country seems to have epanded...or mebbe its more like my knowledge about streets in singapore has increased!hahz!
ok back to the game...tj-tp...score 1-0!yayness!! apparently it was ony after me,lin nd dilz came dat actual rooting for tj could be heard...tsktsk! looks like they'll need to hire us for "mass"supports' sake....since its practically non-existent!
took the train home wif lin,zafir n johanan(at least i tink dats the chaps name...)
reached hme at 6ish!the
earliest record time for me to reach home since the beginning of urm..last week?
got judith's book from lee....wees!lee ur a doll!! im gonna destress myself by reading a romantic novel....ahhh
todays lessons...was like bio...bio..n MORE bio!n pw is a supremely boringgg period!its totally nonsensical to actually make us do those rubbish projects when they're totally unrelated to any of our subjects!its a blady waste of time n school resources if u ask me...
oohh yess!hockey girls
recreational is soo confirmed!so yesh i'm gonna b a hocker it seems..eheh!
okayy...got swing dance n tarian from 8-10 and 10-12 respectively!and sunday got hockey frm 7-9am!then hisham wants me to go shopping for his gf's prezzie after hockey...haish...i soo need time for my social life....outside school! butt yes the guy did me a favour by agreeing to buy gema tix so i shall nOt complain..yesyes...
monday.....public holiday!!YESYESYESYES HOORAAYYYYYYYYYYY!JOY TO THE WORLD FAIRUZ SINGS!!
Thursday, April 28, 2005
lolly.....is getting more n more n more appealing as the hours grow longer....hahax!ooh yess....lolly looks darn good wif wetted hair! haha!butt....lolly is 'undistractable' from studies...a conclusion i have come to!story of my life.......
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
its been a tiring start of the week....learnt the whole tarian yest n i was lyke screwing up my positioning!and yes i was not aware at all where i was supposed to stand n dance....urghh! freedance,hiphop,indian dance,swing dance,salsa.....i can totally do all...butt not tarian!its soo gentle-ish n u totally can't shake coz u gotta be urm...feminine!erugh...whatever did inspire me to agree to do tarian!nvm....in less than 2weeks it'll be all over....no more -staying back till9pm nonsense-its darn tiring la...went to skl only at 10am today...i slept da whole nite thru...only woke up at 1.30am to do chem hwk n actually wanted to re-do my PI draft...but heck care bt it!juz passed up da piece of crap today....im sure she'll never approve of my pi....arhhh
ooh btw....
Happy 17th Burfdae PraP!Happy burfdae...happy burfdae...happy burfdae to u!
stayed back for 30mins for swing dance then rotted in the library...then went to bedok central wif lin and prap joined us there at macs!ooh..bought the yummy chocolate pancake frm mr.bean!!mmmmmmmm..........
rotted wif prap till 7pm at macs while waiting for her ex-vj classmates to come...-yes woman i noe u simply lovveee meee-
and it was only when i was searching for the keys in my pocket did i realise....."oh fish!praps ezlink is wif mee!!"
it was of coz too late to turn back by then to give it back to her....hrmph.....
o wells...gg to do dynamics tutorial for phy tmr...an attempt on my part to b studious n *ahem* hardworking!!
i.need.a.physics.tutor.BADLY!!
any volunteers??
andd im yet to re-revise bio for the test on friday!i sooo need more than 24hrs in one day!
Monday, April 25, 2005
hahax....having gp now...spent 2 periods productively doing a powerpoint presentation...how interesting my life is!!
having tarian laterzz....
and im supposed to meet aysha,vib n hanisah for e normal macs dinner...eeks...where got time?
but..i shall
find
Time!
day is gg pretty well....lalalalalala
Sunday, April 24, 2005
ooh wells..here i m again...typing in an entry on a lifeless sunday nyte.the silence outside my window is getting deafening.
loneliness.
engulfing me.
a rather biological weekend i must say.wif a tinge of maths tutorials.and sum physics spa reading up.behold.........StUdiouS fAi!
i wasn't geeking my way thru'out thou..had an exxtremely slack session of hockey n swing dance on saturday. i slept like a pig when i reached home. no of hrs wasted:6
today:studied more after feeling guilty of the sudden abundance of sleep gotten. amal came. major distraction! no of hrs unproductively spent:4
yet to be done: reading up chem spa guidelines n improvements on PI to be handed in by tuesday. i shud juz absent myself frm skl on tuesday!*groans*
i need rest.relaxation doesnt come by easily nowadays.
fact of the day: apparently getting below 5hrs of sleep is typical for a jc student.
-------------------------and she feels sleepy and hence needs to sleep!----------------------
Thursday, April 21, 2005
im home!and its not even 3 yet?!?amazing.....had the dreaded chem pract wif annoying chua again!she needs to b permanently placed in an asylum!or sum sort of
higher mental institute where they care for complicated cases like her!!
reason behind diz sudden goodiness to go home early:
1) i got to catch up on sleep!
2) PI draft for PW is yet to be done by tmr!!!
3) topuc for PW yet to be decided upon!!!!
3) prove to mama i can
actually go home early....ooh....pon phy lect today to go home thou...nyahaha! buttt.....had the chocolate waffle b4 i went home....deeliciouzz!
im now in tarian for gema...interesting....the steps r sooo gentle...not the modern dance type where its a bit more urm...vigorous....i look sooo ladylike...hahax!!alot more to learn thou...n im afraid i mite confuse da steps wif da swing dance moves....urghsss......
only came home at 10.15 yest....and 9.00 da nite b4! im
really in need of Sleep!okkay...tmr got tarian practice and hockey!im going to faint in skl from over-exhaustion one of diz days...really...btw lolly is growing n me...like more n more appealing!!thou he does the 'soldier' walk of his...he's still cute....hahz!
and saturdae got swing dance at 9am!im never going to be able to study for bio test nxt week properly at diz rate!
discovery of the week: i am able to do kinematics!*yays*
goals for next week: not screwing up my bio test
get more sleep!
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
yesss....im friggin tired. kinematics test was manageable...im happy i finally grasped the kinematics concept!-yays-
i actually paying attn to almost all the lectures!n i attend every single one of them!omg!!
n i haf come to e conclusion that i get a spectacular view of lolly at practically every lecture...wif him being in the first few rows n me the last few!eheh!mebbe dats y im awake arh....noooooo!!i do understand the lecture going on kayz!!hmm....
tmr got maths test...n im rather unprepared!!*shrieks*
my leg muscles haf been aching eversync after sundays' training.....n it only got worst today when i ran rather fast for p.e. i felt like fainting when i was playing hockey junnow....i kinda injured my leg...overstrained it perhapsss!!
we learnt the "indian dribble"
im quite good at it...besides almost mastering the "tictock"..ahahs....
got rather pissed off BIGG tyme when sum guy in e pe dept said no to forming a hockey girls' team.lame excuses given:lack of resources n venue...my #!#& ass lar!! erughh!! butt...talked to e tchr in charge n he told us it wud b recreational for da moment...until we get real good..then a team will b established!!i kant wait...for e first time im act very passionate abt my cca...i wont haf it stop juz when its about to start!!--determined look--
ok...shall revise maths....n im really unprepared!!no kidding!!
Monday, April 18, 2005
ok....had a rather okok day...was boringg as usual...wif da tutorials n wadnots! i swear the chem lecturer is blardy getting on my nerves wif her extremely inhumanly squeaky voice! its damn high pitched n it distracts me from the lecture...its like igniting the irritation within me even more!! urghh!! shes even higher pitched than the sopranos i bet!annoying....gave me goosebumps la!
went back to vj today...watched the mi-vj match...as expected vj won 4-0. twas a rather nice game...wif the first half being better than e second! watched wif hanisah&didi while vib n aysha had guitar! went to macs then took 31 home.then a miracle happened....twasnt expected one bit...but it didnt make a difference! yes...i kant get over it juz yet...but lolly is fast replacing u!hahz!!
ok...im a good girl.revising kinematics for my test tmr...did gp n maths hwk! i fit the true tjcian profile of being erm...hardworking! bleagh!!!
tmr hockey trg...weees.........
nites....im aching all over after yest mock game at delta sports cmplx!
fai...ur a hocker now..how cool is dat?
Friday, April 15, 2005
juz when i thought i couldn't get busier....i find out that i haf to attend gema practices until 9 pm on wednesdays n fridays.so basically...i'll haf monday rather free i presume,tuesday--hockey,wednesday--swing dance,thursday--free mebbe only,friday--swingdance n hockey!
n when exactly would i find the time to finish up the ever increasing workload,which is piling up on my desk? my weekends i ruined! i haf2 mug during wkends,when its meant for me to take a Break from skl!! urgh!
argh crap! i haf to attend make up lectures everyday so my supposedly free days are not so free after all!rats!
i miss my friends!! we plan to meet up everyweek for the routined dinner at macs b4 taking 31 home 2geda!n now...thanks to my rather bz schedule...i dun tink i can keep up wif dat!juz getting the requisite 8h of sleep one should get daily is beyond my reach....i get half dat...or mebbe 5 or 6 max!
i've never really been an organised person...quite far from that actually...but now,i haf2 start getting organised!yupz! dat shud help...or else god knows wad will....
"its"absence for a week makes me think "its" avoiding me eversync "it" found out...stop it fai!u've got a replacement now!y bother? but truth is...i m bothered! n dats not gonna change for some time ....yet.
got trg at turf city tmr...got loads to do b4 then. coz i know i'll b too tired to do hwk once i reach hme tmr!
ooh!had sports day yest! alpha is a rather dead house!so i hadta create fun for myself!-winkz-me n linz plan to make it alive! we're gonna run for hse comm 2geda!weeees!
andddd....i totally detest the presence of a DM in jcs...i mean u're supposed to treat us lyke young adults...so wad if my earrings are a wee bit bigger than those dull microscopic ones u suggest we young ladies put on?idiot thong!juz had2 take my nice swirly pink earrings away!i HaTe u!! n if u think i'll actually comply by ur unjust rules...ur badly mistaken!i create my own rules!n live by them! urrrghhhhh!!
Thursday, April 14, 2005
well....im now in the newly established hockey girls' team in tjc.*applause*whistles madly*
and im in swing dance for gema temasek.how.lovely!!
well...had ma furst training on tuesday...its funnn!! really...got ppl lyke me,prap,fadz,dilz,linz,kas,syaz....funkkay man!we're da horny hockers...at least dat bit is true for me n syaz.hehz! ooh...n now our team comprises of more ppl....i tink arhz.....
i finish training at 7.30 aand reach home all tired n juz dyingg to sleep!but guess wad? i've got turorials that needs to be done!and we're taliking bout a mountainous pile of worksheets here!not exaggerating btw!urgghh!i really want to space to breathe.SLEEP!
i've got like a gp vocab test,kinematics test n maths test nxt week!marvellous! and i still got hockey training diz sunday at turf city!i'm gg to die trying to juggle everytink.its making me rethink my decision to join house comm!
my ccas or pdps as they're known in tj....forces me to be in close proximity to "lolly". eheh!lolly very the 'alim' lar....very contrasting to me...but waddaheck he's cute!muahaha!! how exciting!
had a "bitching" session yest wif linz,jon n prap yest when e rain forced us to stay bek till like7! my mum is beginning to resent me gg to skl coz of the late hrs i come hme at...hehe...paham2 je la mama!
oo wells......i brought home a hockey stick today...dad is like against me joining...claiming its a dangerous sport!but life's about taking risks!sheesh...
wanted to go vj today for e match.but...had hockey trg.heard it was a gr8 game ...wif hanisah complaining dat certain cheering was totally uncalled for during such a critical match...haha..u funneh gurl!i wud die to b in ur position. n i find out selected bitches r hanging out wif -hewhoshallnotbenamed- argh!get lost wo-mans! but heyy...i got lolly so wth! hahaz! diz is wad infatuations do to u...make u feel erm..confused.but i still got a firm grip on myself.i. shall not.give in.to.pressure!
gg to do my phy n maths tutorials now....n tmr sports day...finally getta e cheerleading! they've been practising till 10pm everyday! gd luck man!alpha will win!yays!
Sunday, April 10, 2005
yes yes! i got tix for musicfest!kudos to hanisah for being a fantastically loving fren! escaped camp for a few hours juz to attend it!rushed from sentosa to vj...reached in 40mins!fastness...ahh! was screaming alott!supportive gitu.
hanisah was over da moon wif joy sia dat nyte!n i muz admit,he lookd damn hotttt! wif his hair all messed up!good taste gurl! but ayshas "so-called-gay" acquaintance form rj aso damn hott lar!act..many gd looking ones attended...including the author of this blog!hehz...
ooh ya..took pix wif eunice olsen n many others. prap was very contented when i showd her f's pic wic i took using her hp!she had a peaceful sleep after seeing it! im beginning to tink motorola hps r not dat bad after all..hmm...
performances were gr8!biyis dance was sexxay funky fresh!hahs...got 3 glitterish stars arnd my eyes to show im her supporter! =)
so...i got what i wantd!always haf!always will!tanx dad too!
then i found out a shocking bit of reality!omg!damn paiseh!was getting weird looks la....tsktsk no wonder!
changed back into tj pe n shorts from ma sexxay beige top n denim mini.got back to camp at 11.20!
and really....it was vibs' nite.it was like watching a korean drama man!a couple working hard at their first meeting!hmms....how very romanticc!! whoots gurl!
hanisah!u shud really thank me for the ridiculous 'things' i do for u! =p
i miss vj.period.the energy level n enthusiasm is incomparable!butt....things r getting better.adaptation is afterall necessary for human evolution,leading to a brand new stage of life.okayy...late hours are mushyfying my brain n making me sound philosophical.mad.
-nites-
Thursday, April 07, 2005
she.is.Evil!
cruella deville! she looks like exactly like dat!i mean i thought the hatred i had for caroline loe aka umbridge was bad enuf but looks like this old witch beats her to the no.1 spot!
i can't blardy do chem pract if u insist on us pouring solutions ur way!and we hafto act learn to STIR using the correct Length of glass rod!crazy!like woman as long as i pour it into da friggin filter funnel its fucking fine! re-enactment
"no!no!no!wad r u doing girl? ur supposed to pour the solution along a glass rod!yes...the Longer glass rod!that way the solution falls in a straight line!and no solution will be wasted!"
i wanted to give her woodbridge's number instantly after she made a few other outrageously absurd comments! and we're not supposed to use a thermometer when measuring temperatures!instead im supposed to "feel" the beaker,juz b4 it begins to boil! wtf!we're talking twice my body temp here!!even more perhaps!
and best part of all...if i dun follow her "correct" ways...i wont score well for my spa! urghh! ultimate madness!i get a retarded old hag who annoys me to no end to decide whether i do well for 'a' level chem!brilliant!
im really gonna gif her a piece of my mind if she continues this way! i hate,no,LOATHE ppl who tell me what to do,esp when there's no major friggin diff!insisting her ancient ways to go about doing pract is the 'WAY' indeed!harh! kiss my ass!
tank goodness after that horrendous 1 1/2 hrs of torture followed by 45mins of an excruciatingly boringg chem tutorial,lina n i saw "jambu" juz when i mentioned how it'd lift our spirits if only we saw him!! god.is.fair.just.
Monday, April 04, 2005
this sucks.
really sucks.!
ok,i get to be in the leadership camp.this friday.but at what cost??
forgoing musicfest for a camp?
true,its a great way to socialise so that i'll get to where i wanna be, but i've been looking forward to musicfest!!!
there has to be a way!a lie perhaps might help....hmmm......
im now a maths rep! to a zombified teacher who speaks as if she sells fish in chinatown!no kidding!
met scg today...look like a promising bunch of ppl i'm gg to haf funn wif!yeah! ahhs...
i need to get a million n one things done by thursday! i have effectively 2 days to get packed,buy wadeva stuff i need!and hatch a purrfect plan to escape camp for 4 hrs on friday!
suggestions?ideas?i welcome any from anyone right now!!
sleepville.
Saturday, April 02, 2005
O2 nite was funn!i really dint expect it!lyke super funn!!!
Day started off “unlucky”..had maths lect then went out to pwae to hang wif joann…then back to skl…ooh…saw shorty btw…aysha was damn jealous!hahax!
Hadta collect timetable at zap,and the queue there is always crazzy! Mighty long!like e nile river!eek..dat was lame!
Had 3 makeup lect..proud of myself!stayed awake thru’out! Prap fell asleep thou! *beams*
Getting ready for o-nite .meghna came again today but again she failed to “catch up on stuff”…she was rather urm..occupied…sam crashed o-nite too….
Had a lovely surprise today..made my evening! Though it was for a moment…but ‘twas a lovely-suspicious moment…I mean like why?and was the missing part an aprils’ fool joke?started off e nite wif sum performances n lame games at the audi then proceeded to the sports complex!thats where fun began!
Had live performances by live band,mass dances n free dance!!’twas funn!danced alott!!was damn hyper la yest nite!must b the dancing under the stars! Parrtay time y’all!Hahax!
Wanted to go for the rock bbq but hanisah said it was damn boring…thou **** was there…like he kpo or wad? Enjoyed meself yest nite!came home at 11+…mama is getting annoyed that im always gg home late!hahax! fell asleep instantly after my bath…woke up 12today…hmm…
Tonite haf2 go putri’s place…haven’t been there in a long while…they’re sending over two cars to fetch us to the hotel…haiz..old memories will come rushing back tonite..but I’ve got new ones now…why bother over that insignificant one?
Okay…gotta go get ready now…must b at siti’s at 7pm!! I’m bringing sum notes wif me so dat I won’t feel soo guilty over not actually revising today!
Toodles!!
O2 nite was funn!i really dint expect it!lyke super funn!!!
Day started off “unlucky”..had maths lect then went out to pwae to hang wif joann…then back to skl…ooh…saw shorty btw…aysha was damn jealous!hahax!
Hadta collect timetable at zap,and the queue there is always crazzy! Mighty long!like e nile river!eek..dat was lame!
Had 3 makeup lect..proud of myself!stayed awake thru’out! Prap fell asleep thou! *beams*
Getting ready for o-nite .meghna came again today but again she failed to “catch up on stuff”…she was rather urm..occupied…sam crashed o-nite too….
Had a lovely surprise today..made my evening! Though it was for a moment…but ‘twas a lovely-suspicious moment…I mean like why?and was the missing part an aprils’ fool joke?started off e nite wif sum performances n lame games at the audi then proceeded to the sports complex!thats where fun began!
Had live performances by live band,mass dances n free dance!!’twas funn!danced alott!!was damn hyper la yest nite!must b the dancing under the stars! Parrtay time y’all!Hahax!
Wanted to go for the rock bbq but hanisah said it was damn boring…thou **** was there…like he kpo or wad? Enjoyed meself yest nite!came home at 11+…mama is getting annoyed that im always gg home late!hahax! fell asleep instantly after my bath…woke up 12today…hmm…
Tonite haf2 go putri’s place…haven’t been there in a long while…they’re sending over two cars to fetch us to the hotel…haiz..old memories will come rushing back tonite..but I’ve got new ones now…why bother over that insignificant one?
Okay…gotta go get ready now…must b at siti’s at 7pm!! I’m bringing sum notes wif me so dat I won’t feel soo guilty over not actually revising today!
Toodles!!
