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Monday, May 30, 2005

had hockey at 8am.was like 20mins late....
todays trg was v tiring i felt.....then went opposite for sugarcane juice wif lina and adilah..then had PW meeting...
kays...we discussed quite abit la...thou i was reeealllly forcing myself to concentrate..coz i was about to fall asleep!
so yadayada...finish meeting! then xinyi calls me n asks me to check the canteen for her nike waterbottle!soo hadto walk allll the way back in2 skl n alas...twasnt there! butt..her shorty was there...roaming abt zap area..hahaha
u better pray he doesnt find my blog xinyi!!
juz woke up from a 4 hour long nap....feel lazy...
i m g to clean up my room!!it looks beyond digusting now..wif clothes all over the place..okkay not dat disorganised..butt u get the picture!
then desperate housewives laterr....
day 1 of hols wasted!tmr most prob gg wif wara to study...i need to focus badly!!

fai grooved* 7:31 PM

Sunday, May 29, 2005

yesh...slept over at siti's place today...wif amal n aminah n aisha..ryte after aishas bdae partayy at bedok macs...
had fun straightening our hairs....amal n me finally like cud talk without interference for once!!
we yakked while she did my hair...n u totally rock at it cuz!u shud think of hair straightening as a career option!
only slept at 3am.dint even realise gg to siti's room coz apparently we fell asleep on the couch n then we groped our way upstairs....i dun even recall how i got upstairs la...
kays..woke up at 1-ish....then had nice hott prata while we watched sum videos...the spirit of togetherness...
then nth much...all became couch potatoes...then soon after i was 6 and we got ready to leave...
the story of my sunday..spent the rest of the night chatting away on msn and began smsing sumone...
kays...then slept only at 1am! my sleeping times r all messy now!urgh!

fai grooved* 9:46 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005

day two of sports carnival.today the sun was xxtremely hot!!
alpha is a rather pathetic house.very poor attendance for events.
about to take part in floosball but kept missing my turn....alas...
losing interest in lolly....thou was in constant sight today...sighz....
for a moment thought i loss my hp...was about to collapse....wad more wif the stress im facing!
then...after running all over skl to find it,finally found it at the most absurd place;under lina's shirt!urgh!!!
kays so basically besides getting roasted today,rotted loads wif dilah n lin...n aso at sports complex wif fad,syu n tiqa..yesyes...singing along wif da gr8 songs being blasted out of the speakers!at least dat was shady...
had a nice chat wif nadz today.shes a gr8 senior!yes babe...
'faqil' seems to be gg very very very strong.hahaha..... *winkz*
then after skl,went pool-ing opp pwae wif yvonne,lynn n darren.ahhs...after soooo long played pool! my skills slightly rusty....
then met sya for abit at pwae along wif her classmates.they're having a chalet n were stocking up foodstuffs.i was supposed to go for it but in the end,went to town instead to meet up wif s21...yesyes!
met fad again n waited at busstop 2geda.i wore nice earrings today!yays!
sooo.....fell asleep in 36 n miraculously woke up juz in time to get down the bus at cine.
kays...then walked over to heeren...met up wif the whole lot...almost la!ooh...huggles everywhere!! misshou guys lots lots!
then walked to taka n looked for facial masks n hair dyes at watsons.
me n aysha went macs to get my lunch! then met e rest n took mrt to lynette's hse at telok kurau.said bye to e other 2guys,only luke came along.....mrt ride to kembangan was filled wif lynette updating me abt her *ahemz* u've certainly come a looong way gurl!yeahs..
her hse is damn nice!esp da jacuzzi at the rooftop!omg....lyke i like alotttt!!
had drinks,icecream n hair-dying session n chit-chattings n mtv-ing! was really a FUNN way to end off the term!!
went hme at 8 n reached nearly 9pm. told mum was tired so i escaped gg for the weekly religious talk im forced to attend!-sly grin-
finally caught smallville! i miss watching tv!!
very sleeeepy now,thou its only 10.45pm! yest wore me out totally!
mama is again displaying her absurdity, like not leaving rice for me coz she assumed i ate out!smart la!now im hungry!!*sniffs*

i kant believe its been 2mths in tj. surprisingly,contrary to my previous terms' belief,im enjoying myself in tj. yes it kinda lacks enthusiasm n e building looks old....but im able to concentrate n ive got a friendly,fun bunch of ppl to hang out wif!so im happy now.regrets can never be completely wiped out,but i guess wad matters is how i go about coping wif stuff dat will determine the end results.yes, ur hearing words of wisdom from mighty fAi!
im gg to be quite bz next week,wif hockey practices n two bbqs to attend! all within the weekday. n tmr is cuzzy aisha's bdae at macs bedok.

happy 9th bdae! hope u mature soon!

fai grooved* 10:54 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

woke up rather earlier than my usual.6.10am.*applauses*
whenever i lack sleep(eg.4-5h) i can wake up on time...grr...
kays was on time for school(weeeessssssss)
day kicked off wif da opening of sports carnival....too bad cud'nt sleepover yest nyte!
played soft tennis....was fuuny coz alpha seriously lacked players....so me n bev played for womens doubles...haha...my skills deteriorated!ALOT! zafir can't play tennis...conclusion! he's too much of a hocker!
then visited the food stalls...bought a small sized pizza..shared wif bev..then watched floorball for abit...then had proper lunch wif lina at da canteen!
then we left for the badminton finals at toa payoh hall...both boys n girls agst rjc...we lost!oh well....we're 2nd dat means at national level..still v good!
badminton matches r awfully draggy n booooring!!*no offense badminton lovers...but really...i lost count how many times i yawned! thank god i had my hp wif me!phew...*
then took train hme wif xinyi...she was keeping out a watchful eye for her shawty!haha...he's soo short n yellow!wahahaha!!!
met hafiz in the mrt...yups...okays had a nice time xin yi...dun get all swell-headed thou!!
now..home...relaxed...finally a nice-n-slow day........
im still contemplating and gg thru all the reasons y i shudnt go ahead wif wad im abt to do...but the urge i had yest...shud've juz followed my heart!damn me!
now...once the moments' gone...it'll never come back...
i've been living this year wif far too many regrets....mebbe more than my entire 16years put together!(ok im soo exaggerating!!)
im gg to haf a peaceful nyte....tmr meeting sya at 3.30pm at pwae!its about time we met up!its been eons since i last saw u gurl!miss ya lyke hell bestie!*hugggss*
im gg to.do.wad.i shud've done.long time.ago! god gif me courage!plz!

fai grooved* 7:56 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

morning.....was late by 5mins..yesyes..yet again!but twas raining so no thong sampah to catch me!hahaha!!
had maths make-up at theatrette(*ahem*....she smiles...and she passed her maths test!woohoo!) then had phy lect then was free till 12pm.played captains ball wif class....funness!! was in uni so was sweating like shit!
then...only went for maths lect...then rushed home coz i stupidly forgot to bring my hp...ya when it was absolutely essential especially today!! also had time to straighten my hair...but did a sloppy job coz was meeting prap at 4...but like duh she was like 40mins late...while i tot i was already late...reaching bedok intchg at 4.15! so...waited for her to finish her goddamn spa,alone at macs! smsing alot of ppl coz of the match....in the end..we were 30mins late...but first half was still going on!
adventure b4 reaching national stadium....from kallang mrt station....decided to follow diz totally ungentlemanly group of mj guys who we assumed were gg for the match as well! so...walk walk walk...even along nicoll highway!n doz idiots crossed the highway la! climbed over the fence and wallah...they we at the stadium side....grr.....while we got honked at by the police!goodness!was a trip!exhilarating....cars whizzing past inches from u....totally adrenaline-pumping experience! lesson learnt,as prap so cleverly put it....never follow strangers!bravo dear....
kays...atmosphere at stadium was....fuyo!haha..such a long-time-ago word...but it was that! ppl cheering...face paints....ppl banging on pails(one pail actually broke la....wooos!)...total enthu crowd(almost!)
sat wif wara,sonja n lala b4 shifting beside aysha,jocelyn,faiz. kays...faiz is funny. doa-ing all the time.while aysha believes they lost coz she dint err...pray.interesting....final score...nt really sure...but MJ won by abit only...really wanted VJ to win..i mean cmon...its like an almost tradition! butt really.....twas a good match!!kept giving me heart attacks!haha....
hanisah cried!met many ppl....really good seeing u guys again man!
then went to kfc for abit...but since many mj ppl...so went macs..then followed vib to buy mashed potato..then saw something unexpected!
then when we went bek to macs to join aysha,hanisah for our meals awaiting us....something unexpected was there again!i swear he can fly mebbe!
then...ate ate ate... they tormented me while eating la...friends..tsktsk...
kays so went back to kfc coz vib insisted the water at macs was yellow-coloured.so went kfc...go a cup of water..then asked for an empty cup for ice....then yes something unexpected was there at the tables. then while walking..next thing i noe... it was behind us! yes...flying theory proved again! kays...wanted to take cab but there was zero in sight...so took bus.yet again sth unexpected was there.took 12 all of us...dropped at tanah merah(me n kecik) then took mrt to bedok..took 60 hme..reached hme at 10.40pm! omg!mama slept ready..im here still chatting away....im a cowardly n indecisive soul! and yes....emotions r hurtful. i need courage.i wanna b a risk-taker.coz currently....i've got none of the above mentioned qualities! lynette is like giving up wif my unrisky nature...okays...10mins more n chance is over!make a decision fast fai!diz is even more complicated then implicit differentiation!!


yes n i sooo saw the burukness u guys were telling me abt!yucks! but then again...i kant lie...my friends noe me inside out...they undertsand me too well.....grrr......

fai grooved* 11:58 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

im memorising all those weird formulas for trigo!erugh!
im soo out of touch wif my work..june hols is predicted to be hell for me!

after months of endless analysis of mama's behaviour,i can safely conclude that she definitely has something against my long sleeping hours...esp during holidays and weekends!her excuses for ruthlessly waking me up:
"long hours of sleep isn't good for u" or " i need to wash ur bedsheet"
im serious...come up wif more convincing reasons y i shud wake up! im already deprived of the requisite 8h of sleep daily...gimme a break!!
and today's reason was simply utterly beyond belief ridiculous! " must get ready coz i want to bring u to register for swimming lessons...all girls class"
HELLO?!? I ALREADY HAF A CERT!! in other words....i can swim!!
bloody nonsense!

----calm fai is---
just realised i haf yet to complete gpp wic is dued tmr...officially dead!wth was i thinking...honeymooning at siti's place??grr.....
butt im not exactly complaining...she brought back for me gorgeous earrings and yummy chocolates!!i wanna go france n switzerland toooo!!!!

fai grooved* 3:55 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

woke up at 12! had 12hrs of sleep...ahhhhss feeel refreshed!like after sooo long...i slept for more than 8hrs!
kays got ready for like urm..2rs...straightened my hair...make-up..yada yada....and then ama shifa picked me n mama up n went to the wedding!
yes...nicely deco'd hall n all.....haney looked very pretty....yes
me?well..i looked good myself...muahaha! aysha agrees so!
kays...spent alomost the entire time there chatting to aysha....met faizah n noorie as well! and sum other girls as well....acquaintance i might say...
had fun today!yupz...i loooove my straight hair..makes me even sexier!!
esp during e 'photo-taking session' we had! yupz....was trying to take a pic of diz hott black guy but he was elusive!oh wells....ayshas mum was ebing very helpful...but alas...faizahs digicam juz sux!haha..sorry dear...but its kinda true...
then..chatted even more wif aysha...now shifted to the makan junction or sth...got decent seats...yakyakyak....then she had2 leave! so we're meeting on wednesday at the soccer finals yeah?*hugz*

then...amal....being the "nice" cousin....tripped me wif the hem of her skirt n it was in front of black guy!*face flushes*
omg!!mighty embarassing.....super ....alott...embarassing!!!!!
u better pray i forgive u sumtyme in my lifetime for that woman!hrmph!

so yes....had a nice sociable day.....tralala...
sleeping over at sitis tonite....*groans slightly*

fai grooved* 7:30 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

this hocker is satiated. yes she is.
she had a gr8 'lolly-fied' day today.muahahas!!

started off the day wif lina thinking she lost her wallet..only to discover it at the GO after being thoroughly interoggated....uncle at desk was darn s.l.o.w.!!
we had the usual beancurd when we ponned our very first lesson of the day---chem lecture!
kays...day went pretty smooth....yadayada...kays skl over!
went to library b4 hockey to do sum maths...wic i did accomplish!
then...hockey!ahhs....funness today! twas raining and we were playing in the rain for sum time...fun ahh getting drenched to the skin!
my hockeying skills are improving....according to dilz..i was very distracted for the furst few minutes..no surprise why ehh?*winks*
went hme wif raf....then met the hott new couple-wannabes-but-too-shy....prap n aqil!apparently after yesterday..they're known as 'faqil'...enlightening....the duo had dinner..ahhs...sho sweetsss.....
kays...ooh hanisaah deleted the entry dedicated to her...tsktsk....coz i conveniently dint censor my entry n included certain urm...obvious information!haha...make a move gurl...get his attn wif ur err...tarian-skills?if u haf any..but then again ur usual retarded actions haf been successful enuf in getting u attention!muahaha!!

i m totally determined to pass every single subject for JCT!let the studiousness be unleashed within me...tralala....
--happy fai is!--

fai grooved* 9:45 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

had physics spa yest.twas doable i tink....
bought hair straightener finallyyest..after getting my err.....income on monday..wees!!
met hanisah,aysha n vib at kfc pwae also yest !gosh i miss them like hell!
they're like my closest pals...they know wad i've gone thru...and m gg thru!
hanisah...ur truly a fantastic friend...i really appreciate n treasure all that u've done for me!
aysha...ya la jambu la!its amazing how close we got during the first 3mths...gosh i miss ur stupid lameness n how u understand me soo well!! miss ya tons babe!
vibs...a truly gr8 listener!now in hot pursuit by mathan!haha....ur random jokes never fail to brighten my day!

i haf finally found the path that i want to take thru'out my jc life....thou it was a slight disappointment(i mean hasn't 2005 been a bad enuf year for me?) i guess all things work out for the best!
the talk abt jct(at least the bit i was still awake for.....) made me realise that what matters most right now is me scoring and working as hard as i can! i've had my share of fun..its time for that to tone down...i've gotta get serious if i even dream of daring to dream again of what i really want to achieve in life...
my premature plans for promos would be to get grades good enuf for at least 2 S papers next yr!
nothing less than at least 2 As by the end of this year would satisfy me....
i've distracted myself enuf already....i was fine in tkg...so y shud it b any different now? I SHALL NOT GET DISTRACTED!x100
im gg to pay attn during lectures....im gg to do my tutorials....im gg to be a balanced person,wif an active academic n social life! less fun that means in my opinion..but dats the sacrifice im willing to make!
i've ignored my family enuf for the sake of getting involved in skl matters,so that i'll enjoy myself,but at wad cost?
to haf myself almost emotionally detached from my gma who favours n loves me alott? i've hurt enuf ppl,mostly ppl who mean alot to me....for the sake of 'fun'.
im trying to run away from internal problems,but where can i hide?ive gotta face them...
dunno y..im juz hell-bent on reflecting on my current lifestyle....it does not befits one who wants to get into medicine. not at all.

hence,as of this day forth,fai will solidify her resolution to improve her current lifestyle and she will be the hardworking girl she once used to be.....
(upon reading back what i've type...im juz emotionally-charged today...)

fai grooved* 6:00 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

gosh i dunno where to begin!
friday..had the usual lessons..basically felt that it was a total waste of time to attend school for the past week as my life was dominated by tarian-ing..gema practices.i resented the fact that i wasn't able to concentrate in my studies at all as i was basically fatigued....i was failing the tests i sat for...well...only a fail so far....butt nO! failing is not my style at all!!!
back to friday...went hme after pw..got packed n dad sent me back to skl. had the overnyte camp and incessant-like rehearsal till it was abt 1am. ..oh btw...dressing rooms are Sooo much fun!!hahax!i was stressed up coz i kept screwing the finer parts of the dance steps...slept finally at arnd 2!
next day....first thought that popped into my mind as i woke up(7am!): im gg to b performing today!ahhhhhhh!!!!! bathed at sports complex then went to e hawker ctr.
had prata for bfast...i dun recommend the last row indian stall ,coz sum of us had tummyaches after!(sorry mamak but diz ppl deserve to know...)
kays...so basically perfected my dance steps thru'out the morning....and did sum goodwill work aka sweeping the audi...instead of slacking away or stressing up!
then abt 12pm....the make-up ing started and lasted for a good 2.5hrs! i had like 1-2 cm thick of foundation spread all over my face and tons of blue eyeshadow,and finally to complete the 'look' we had the hair done!the siput wif like 3 thingys sticking out of it and also 3 fake roses in my hair! and rather painful-gripping earrings!
kays...had2 escort the guest of honour...kant remember his name now...then met those dears that came..b4 gg backstage!
then..it was tension-filled backstage! i was comforted by the numerous hugs and words of encouragememnt..even frm apple la!and "candy"! tralala....im happy! ooh then after tarian which in my opinion was the best i've ever performed..since i dint forget any of my steps at least...we remained i the dressing room..preparing for swing dance,or finale item. meanwhile lina helped me straighten my hair..hahax..i looked darn good la!hott la fai! =)
basically gema ended too soon...it was really an enriching & unforgettable experience..with strong friendships made thru'out the preparation duration....after receiving hugs,compliments n flowers...took pics..then cleaned up the room and went home!thou...wanted to go for dinner...but urm..circumstances were rather unfavourable..hehe....
interesting bus ride home i had!*winks*
the end.

fai grooved* 5:45 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

tired.verrryyyy tired.
came home around 10.30PM!!
juz had "dinner".

screw physics at diz rate!i m sooo sleeping soundly!

had hse comm interview today...went well i guess....i was honest as usual...hmm..
i bathed for e furst time in tj today!
right after pe....then lolly aso i tink arh..hahas! hott man!

oritey..im half asleep now....nitess

fai grooved* 11:29 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

finally completed 2nd draft of Pi to be submitted tomorrow!

i feel accomplished!a sense of relief and pride swells within me!

its over!
topic:how sporean teens can learn from the eating habits of amwerican teens
food-related topics are sooo convenient to do!abundance in sources is one advantage!!
yays!!

n im gg ack to vj to sell tix on wednesday!
ayshas sad coz she kant really see much of me coz shes got chem spa when im there for that short timespan!
haha...dinner date next week still on kays?
im absolutely free after gema is over!

and i've got school-till-10pm everyday!!
ooh...im tired oreday.....nites

fai grooved* 10:55 PM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

those who know me would haf recently noticed the drastic reduction of my usage of hp in skl....and the reason has finally surfaced!
my.very lovely dad.bloody forgot to pay my bill!!!!!

i for one absolutely dislike not being able to sms for 72hours and counting.....i totally hate this!!
URGHHH!!!

anyways....
wednesday:

thursday:

friday:

today:




fai grooved* 7:45 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

yest nite was toking to sya till 12am!
today took 31 wif wara! miss her man!though she is buggerish!
anw...saw "lolly" a few times and we were in close proximity during lecture..haha! *and she smiles*

and yess....prabhu admitted the hockey guys simply need our support!!
haha!ooh...n he's willing to sell his old hockey stick to me for $10...but me being me....bargained for $5. act $10 is a extremely damn good deal!but...haha...

kays...nothing much happened except that physics pract was being extraly annoying to carry out today!ridiculously stupid experiments that i haf to carry out...haiz!oh my gawd!speaking of wic...im suppose to finish up the pract n hand up by tmr!*groans*

and i finally know how to draw wtv shit for chem bonding!!!!yayness!!*beams proudly*

had hse comm nom meeting 2day....they were all strict wif us...wtv!
apparently i know almost all running for alpha...interesting!

okayy....seriously hafto study chem for thursday since got stoopid rehearsal til 10pm tmr!haiz...my sad depressing life!okays....tata!

fai grooved* 11:01 PM

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