Sunday, March 27, 2005
heyoo.....
back from terengganu..nyaha...tanner oredi...
stayed at awana kijal golf&spa resort....seriously at sum ulu part of dat state!
okayz...here goes my trip outline:
day 1left on thursday nite....darn the bus was delayed for 2hrs...cud've gone to suntec!stoopid agency!
ok...entered the bus.it.was.tudungified!!(no offence tudung wearers..but it was like intimidating)
i was like the only young gorgeous soul on that makcikfied bus!ok..enuf said...
i slept thru'out the nite...only woke up at 2am(rudely i might add...)to buy "supper".
only woke up properly at 11am when we reached sum unknown shopping ctr...apparently i slept like the DEAD! dint even realise we stopped over at a beach facing sum mountains,for one friggin hour! b4 dat..sheesh....
okayz...did sum lite shoopin..bought an adidas wallet!'twas lyke
cheap(RM 9.90) and looked good! act..datz the only bit of shopping i did!-pats shoulder-
finally...reached hotel abt 3pm! while everyone wlse was like tired and looked shagged ..i was the freshest person there..considering e fact that i kept sleeping away!
room number 307!ahh..perfect!but but buttt....the corridor leading to e room was filled wif buzzing everitinks!i swear!ppl....u hear 'buuuuzzzzz' like all e time! the resort feeling it gives apparently...spooky sia! rested for 15mins,got restless...went down to play pool! and it was by the pool..geddit?pool by e pool...hehz!
had dinner fit for a king that nite!buffet was excellent...i really reallly pigged out!dessert was fantabulous!cakes,caramel,puddings..ohhhlala!!felt so guilty after...planned to go gym next day..hmm...determination!
before i went back to e room....bought blueberry cheesecake and brownie(50%after 10pm..so it was like RM4 for gourmet foodstuffs!)
signed up for archery lessons the next day...
yay...had a relaxing day...but is my soul at rest?
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
ok...my last day in vjc officially,monday!stayed back till late..just cherishing every moment i was there....coz even thou ppl around me won't hear of it..
i know...im no longer a vjc-ian...legally.officially.
i have never ever been this upset in 16yrs.
just appealed yest,got mr chua,mr lim n mr young to write testis for me..but i know.reality.i will never make it back.
reflecting back on the amazing journey ive had for the past three months...i ask myself,what is it about vj that makes you feel right at home?
is it becoz its ur forever dream?the ppl?the *ahem*person?the friends?the uniform-definitely!
the so-called tkgian dream?
its just that unexplainable something about the school that calls out to me,the very name brings joy to me!
i get practically depressed when i hear tjc..interesting effect it has on me!
ok...had my orientation at tjc today..made fast friends wif my og-mates..nice ppl!
when they were teaching mass dance...my head thinks "whiney whiney"?
no...fai!diz is tj..its s club here....rememb ur new skl?
but...at the back of my head...im screaming.....dyiingg to go back to vj!i want the ppl so dear to me back!i want those staying-back-for-nothing back!i want those studying-turned-gossiping sessions back!god...im tearing as it is now...
i've been blessed with a great class 05s21. the laughter n joy will never be forgotten!
met hanisah,aysha n vibha at pwae today wif prap. furst..saw lynette,isabel n athene.ran towards them and we hugged.oh we hugged warmly.and i instantly cried!gosh..never realised how i've act bonded wif them!i miss them.period.
then went into BK.saw the trio there waiting for us b4 starting erm..dinner...yap!
lynette insists that was my first and last day in tj..coz she was gonna pray for me...bless her!
athene n isabel misses me!
and me?
i miss the whole world at vj!
at 7.05pm..while eating..got the anticipated phonecall from vj about the appeal..."sorry..but ur appeal was not successful.u have to go to the jc u were posted to.are u going to be okay
?"
WOMAN DO U BLOODY THINK I"LL BE OKAY??
i juz cried.a lil loud.harder.nothing anyone said would haf made a difference at that moment.
i felt the world world crumbling b4 me.
my dreams shattered.
not a single soul could fix it.no one.
i felt as if life was over for me.the end.kaput.
when i finally was able to relax and register reality slowly into my mind...i looked up at han,aysha n vib.prap got her call moments after and looks like were gg to tj together!
the three began crying wif me...i swear the whole of bk were staring at us..4 tkgians crying!
my eyes were swollen.red.like hell red.
when i managed to recollect my strenght...we left bk and headed home.
took 31 home,but las...im already used to disappointment..he wasn't there..nope....but there was this guy who smells like air liu/ludah/saliva! no im not exaggerating!
i had to practically spray the whole bottle of impulse and still his salivarish smell overpowered the fragrance i was trying to introduce into the environment!
we got off.alive.at bedok.
-thanks god-
well..looking at the bright side...its tj..one of the respectable top few jcs....it cud've been worse!
but..my hearts' in vj.nothing can change that.for now.forever.
Sunday, March 20, 2005
wee...its never too late to start blogging![ur slow and u noe it!]
one week passed by like a breeze.skl 2mr.happy fai is!
homework almost untouched.
i act read thru g.p. and i still kant friggin do the tutorial!argh!
i'm officially a slacker.lazyness runs in my veins.
dad is indeed a loving soul.buying me an mp3! love ya daddy!
had a lovely surprise at bk...sammy u sweeting!
found out i wasn't gg terengganu this week...interesting...its act nxt thursday!mama looks at me as if im insane when i ask,"why are u not packed yet?"she offered to bring me to a doctor.
yes.mama.ur lovely daughter is suffering from certain dilemmas best not known to u.
nearly died(im exagerrating) while kayaking.sea currents are evil!evil!evil!
hanging on the phone till wee hours of the morning confirms ur privacy!
msn is getting a wee bit boringg....
kayaking=a dangerous sea sport.go at ur own risk!
went sentosa wif sya,conclusion: i like pahlawan beach!learnt:monorails' last day operating...gee..
mama has no idea i went out thru'out the hols. im a pro sneaker!
sleeping is still the best past time...
fai has now alimified herself.prays for a miracle.tuesday...be nice..be nice....
saturday: 4e2 gathering at mandarin gardens.'twas nt a gathering,small crowd of 10 mebbe...
conclusion: I miss 4/2!!
*bling!* fai needs chocolate....now!
yummy!
